Missy Sappy... Loves TOP!!

So I Am Crossing Over... Love... Hate...

2012-02-06T17:00:00.002+08:00

DJ Clazzi - Love & Hate

So I am crossing over... Love... Hate... Bring me back 2 d age of Innocence...

Everytime I hear tis sentence wen listening 2 DJ Clazzi - Love & Hate... I feel like I am having d 7th year itch... If u said tat it occurs in a marriage... Can it occur in work 2?

I am feeling tired of work recently... My love 4 nursing is making me hate it nowadays... I am having tis nagging backache n tat makes matter worse... N wen I realli need d break from work... Wen eva I ask my supervisors if I can take a day of absence... Dey alwaez tell me tat der isn't sufficient staff wen it's easier 4 others... Help? I was alwaez der 4 dem... Wen I needed 1... Der isn't...

I am tired... Der r times I wish I was selfish enuf 2 juz take tat much needed rest... But y can't I? Y can't I b tat selfish person? Settling nonsense 4 junior staffs... N wen I needed some time off from work... Not going back from work on time... Meeting up... Some pple tat r dear 2 me don show me much needed respect...

Der r days whereby I juz hope tat I don haf 2 wake up 2 all tis... Mayb not waking up is 1 of dem... If silence onli makes things worse...

My Little Jet Setter...

2011-09-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

Veri much amazed wid d new term tat God-Sis (Imang Imelda) gave 2 me... She called me her Little Jet Setter since I am always off 2 some where... Korea in March... Thailand in June... Batam in July n latest... Japan in September...

In Korea... I bonded wid "Lil Sis" Fa La La... In Japan I bonded wid my Colleagues n Supervisors... Not 4getting d BOSS...

N not4gettin 2 noe Mr. "Yogic Methods"... Y muz u b such a sweetheart? N 2 d extend of look out 4 Mt. Fuji n making sure I found my Jellyfishes... Tat makes it look wrong... U r my Supervisor's younger bro u noe...

Big Bang meets Hello Kitty...

2011-06-23T11:48:00.003+08:00

Haha!!! Yesterday I juz found out something... A new colleague of mine (A newly Passed Out Adv Dip) is actualli a HUGE Hello Kitty fan!!! N U can c d sparks in her eyes wen she tok abt Hello Kitty...

N it was funni wen a senior colleague of mine suddenly says... "Well... Hello... Hello Kitty... Pls meet Big Bang... N Big Bang... Pls meet Hello Kitty..." N both of us were like ???... Keke... It was funny bit cute!!!

N I tot d ward is gonna go nutz wid my Big Bang thingie goin on... Now wid additional Hello Kitty... Oh d suffering!!! Keke...

Love Love Love

2011-06-23T11:38:00.002+08:00

Going thru my %^&* External Drive is not a bad idea I gez? Came across Epik High's - Love Love Love... 1 of my fav K-Hip Hop songs... A good definition of wat pple goes thru wen dey r in love... N wen dey r broken... Ohh... I miss tis song...

Epik High - Love Love Love

To: TOP!!

2011-06-16T12:10:00.002+08:00

Specially for You (TOP!!!)!!

B2ST - You

Apparently... I had tis BIG "FAT HOPE!!" written across my forehead... Wakakaka!!! But I'm livin' in Fiction remember? ;P

Pure Dumbness

2011-06-14T13:11:00.002+08:00

B2ST's - Virus is pure Dumbness I might say?! But I hafta look @ it @ d other person's perspective rite? I mean... He is hopelessly in luv wid u n where can u find some1 who loves u more den u live urself rite? I mean... GOSH! He's such a sweet heart... N I would luv 2 find tat some1 1 fine day... N I hope tat 1 fine day would come soon!!

B2ST - Virus

But 4 now... I am happy livin in Fiction wid d "Oh So Gorgeous!!!" TOP!!! Well... Being called Mrs TOP @ werk once in a while is not bad wat? Keke... *Blushes* Haha!! 1 more mth till I meet u again my LOVE!!!

The Fact & Fiction

2011-06-14T12:40:00.002+08:00

B2ST's new album - Fiction and Fact is carryin a lot of weight 4 me... Even my Cuzzie who was neva in contact wid me 4 a long time suddenly contact me out of d blue due 2 my Wats App Status... Which is part of d Fiction song... "Fiction in Fiction"...

B'coz despite being d fact tat certain things can't b changed... We still tink tat wat we wish 4 would happen in reality... But sometimes it's a shame tat d Fact is always cruel n tat we muz learn 2 accept d fact... But dreams r such in which a small little hope of escaping from reality is der... But tat all r juz Fiction ain't it?

B2ST - The Fact

B2ST - Fiction

6 yrs in Service...

2011-06-14T12:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday marks d 6th yr in Service @ d current werk place... N it was funni coz I didn't realise despite writing d date on my reports over n over again... No wonder I was lookin at d date as I was writing my reports n kept on sayin I muz do somethin "Special" 2day but wat was it?

Well... I finish werk late yesterday... @ 1700hrs 2 b percised... I was still @ werk till like 1715hrs... Crapping ard wid d balance colleagues n my batch girl (Jupz)... N we still didn't realise wat day it was yesterday until I reach hm n my Mom suddenly said... "Adik... Congratulations... Dah 6 tahun ehk adik kerja?" Wah... Onli den I realised tat yesterday was my 6th yr Anni...

Wat else?! Straight away I sms Jupz... Even she had 4gotten b'coz usualli we had always taken tat day off as a tradition... N how I ended tat special day? I had n early nite... Slept even b4 2100hrs n ended up waking up @ 1030hrs d following day... Wah!!! Lotsa slp debt sia... Keke...

But it was funni... I tolerated 6 yrs wid d current management... INTERESTING.... Keke!!

6th Years On...

2011-06-10T12:11:00.003+08:00

While listening to Nell's - Time Spent Walking Through Memories (On repeat mode)... I started 2 tink... Which I haf not done 4 long...

13th June 2011 is goin 2 mark my 6th Years in Nursing... Tat does not include d 3 yrs in Nursing School... A fact known 2 alot of nurses... Nursing School used 2 b School of Nursing (SON) but now... Wid d different education system... Nursing School includes SON (4 wat we call d Seniors batch), NYP, NP n ITE Simei...

Wen things tend 2 go wrong... Pple will tend 2 ask... Which Nursing School r u from... Due 2 d stigmata tat over d yrs... Seniors tend 2 adopt a "I knew it" system due 2 wat we called "certain traits" of different schools...

Back 2 my tots... 6th years of Nursing n somehow I feel like d flame in me is depleting... I'm not sure either it's a physical breakdown or was it an emotional breakdown... I certainly would like 2 breakaway from Nursing temporary...

Made an attempt 2 rekindle tat flame n tat is by reading books bout Nursing n wat it used 2 b back in d past? I started 2 recall back during my Student days when life den seems 2 b much simpler whereby following d orders of d staff nurses r all we need 2 do...

As life gets complicated wid d constant need 2 improve n upgrade... Every1 seems 2 b snobbish n proud of their end product... Recalling back on SARS... I tot tat d status of Nurses had increased... At least in S'pore... But alas... All tat has not improved... Wid over-demanding "Customers" tat includes, our colleagues aka Doctors, patients n their families...

We r treat as "high-class maids"... And should anything goes wrong... We... D frontline staff would b d 1st 2 b blasted at... Tat makes me veri upset... Nursing is no about collaboration which pple has been saying... It's still d same old "I order u 2 do tis... N u should do as ordered..."

I wonder... How d rest r feeling? Wid those being more den 10 yrs in tis line... Was it more of tolerance n patience? Or was it more of dedication? I surely did wonder? But throughout out tis past 6 years... Der r certainly ups n downs... Not 4getting d laughters n frenz I had made thru d course of werk... Some r good frenz... Or should I say GOLDEN frenz... While some r juz a pain in d neck...

Nursing surely had changed me... Not onli does it change my perspective in life... Pple often said tat I haf not grown up... Mayb physically... I'd rather show pple how I love 2 live d life!! Thru Nursing... I learnt tat life is short n tat I should try out everythin... (Ok... I regretted d fact tat I didn't do d Bungee jump wid Sue n Fa La La back in Nami Island...)

BIG BANG had been d MOST WONDERFUL thing tat had happened 2 me so far... Besides meeting M.O.M n Fa La La... Wonderful frenz I haf here... Back 2 BIG BANG... Pple always wonder while I am so enticed by dem...

Well... Der's a story behind it... I was going thru a rough time during my Adv Dip... Which pple didn't realise... Not even my family... I somehow felt tat pple's expectations of me is veri high... N tat there had been tis constant nagging at d back of my head... N I had chance across BIG BANG's documentary den... C-ing their perseverance n not mentioning TOP's determination... I began 2 took dem on as my form of motivation 2 lead me thru...

Being weird is wad my sister had been calling me since young... Mayb b'coz of d different outlook I had... D constant comparison I had since young might b cause? I has d LOVE 4 LOUD Music in comparison 2 my Twin sis... N tat Dull colours had always been my fav colour... N once... Pple had mentioned 2 my sis tat I seem 2 b in a constant depression mode... Which makes me like huh?! Well... Mayb... I am juz quiet? Tired off all d talking back wen I am young?

Back 2 Nursing... I started 2 recall on how Nursing had chosen me n not I how I had chosen 2 b in Nursing... I had a deal wid Dad tat if I nothing can make me change my mind within d 1st 3 mths... I would quit nursing... Somehow I remember d small chitchat I had wid my late grandma while I accompanied her in d hospital during her Dementia days... I was accompanying my late grandma alone... N tat all my cousins had left me alone so tat dey can go dating... (Mind u... My twin sister had 2 attend an agonizing camp courtesy of my Dad... N Elder sis is on attachment in Germany... Leaving me who had juz came back from NPCC training camp...)

Wid d fact of her Dementia... She had called me a Doctor... Den a Nurse... N tat small chitchat had still remained clear in my mind... In which she had wanted me 2 b some1 who is of use 2 d society n tat she had hoped tat I would b a Doctor wen I grew up... I gez tat which sorta came true 4 her as I become a Nurse... N certainly d 1st encounter wid a frail old lady who actualli hugged me n thanked me 4 being a nurse... Which made me stayed on...

NURSING... A fact tat I can't deny n tat it runs in my blood... I believe tat should tis SPECIAL talent had been taken away from me... It will break my heart a gazillion more times den it did 4 my 1st Love...

Wat I've been up to so far...

2011-06-08T18:33:00.002+08:00

Well... Currently juz completed d 3rd day 4 d 4 days Renal Transplant Course... Which I tink is a trap made by my manager 2 trap me so tat I don leave d ward?! Keke...

I oso juz completed watching "Paradise Ranch" 2day... Gosh I tell U!! Dey went 2 Jeju!! *Swoons!!* How I MISS tat place!! N dey r staying @ Haevichi Resort (Fa La La... If u happen 2 read tis post... It's d place tat JC accidentally drove in wen he was driving us 2 d Folklore Village... Hmm... I bet u don remember rite? Blueks!!) I LOVE d LUSCIOUS GREENS!! A good honeymoon destination... Will go down der now 4 my DREAM HONEYMOON rather den EGYPT...

Miss d moments in Korea... Where we crap ard... Tok bout penises... Yes! Penis wid our tour guide JC... Keke... (Nonsense sia...) Dancing 2 VVIP n Twinkle Twinkle @ d back of JC's car... Nearly brought back each other's frozen carcass back 2 S'pore if not 4 our oversized baggage... Keke...

SNOW!!! Snow @ Namsan Tower... Romantic sia... Nearly "lost" our life climbing up Sunrise Peak @ Jeju... But d sight was BREATH TAKING I tell u... Wid d funny hand signs 2 d Korean student 2 aid us in takin our pictures... Haha!! SHOPPING HEAVEN!!! Cheap branded stuffs!! But more of ORIGINAL BIG BANG STUFFS 4 mua!!

Mayb I should juz pack my bags... Buy a tix n go accompany "Little Bro" aka Fir 4 awhile while he work his ass off... Provided tat he had oreli flown off 2 Korea wen I'm on leave... (Wonder if Sally 1 2 accompany me? Coz 2 sudden ar...) Fir oso funny... He tell me but not d others yet I gez? With regards 2 his possible posting back 2 Korea 4 werk... But d 5 hrs ride 2 Seoul from where he is posted is much impossible kan?! (Mau meninggalz!)

SERIOUSLY!! I miss KOREA!! D walk along d Han River in d morning was nice!! Nami Island!! I can juz slack n read books d whole day down der in d Library Village...

PS: I haven finish uploading d pics on FB... Still left wid d photos of us in Hanbok... Keke...

Missing Jeju more n more each Day!!

2011-06-05T22:37:00.001+08:00

Jeju... D island of unforgettable memories... I miss tis place more n more everyday... I wanna try d Ole Pass NEXT!!!

Time Spent Walking Through Memories...

2011-06-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

Tis MV reminds me of my Fav n Happy place tat I haf learnt 2 LOVE... CHEJU also known as Jeju 2 d WORLD!!! It reminds me of d walk up 2 Sunrise Peak n d drive ard Cheju...

Some PEOPLE NEEDS A LIFE!!!

2011-06-05T20:09:00.005+08:00

Recently... Goin 2 work is nothin but a chore nowadays... I had no probs wid d workload but b'coz of some1... Who can't stop bein an eyesore... (I should b d 1 who is angry n not HER (Ms W)!!) I preferred 2 do frequent Night shift b'coz of her...

N 2 make matters worst... Twin Sis fren... Ms L had 2 b involved... WTF la... N dey had convos wid Twin sis as though I am a 3rd person... Seriously... Tat day's incident was juz a trigger factor of all my pent up feelings n irritations... Ms L who does NOT noe me tinks tat she does... N she's always degrading me... Sori... U befren my Twin Sis... I happen 2 come as a package... My Twin Sis might b 1 of those silent ones who don fight back... My bad... But I am d fighter version if my Twin Sis k!!!

So wat if u r older den me in age?! Does tat make it ok if u were 2 scold me infront of d patients relatives?! If u tink u r rite... Don haf 2 ask me in d 1st place rite?! Den wat does my rank makes me?! Some1 who does not fit of d rank?! D yesterday's active case made matters worst... She ask me on d dilution of Dop n later she called up ICA... Den like tat... Don ask me in d 1st place!!! Wateva la ehk!!!

N after Ms W scolded a newbie... She ask me somemore y I didn't scold d newbie on wat d newbie did was wrong... N she qns my credibility on my rank n my CI post... I mean... Tink logically... After some1 scolded u... Would u I some1 else 2 scold u oso?! 1 scolding is enuf la... It's not as though she juz killed some1 or nearly coz some1 2 lose a life rite?! I rather go 2 d newbie n tok logic 2 her... Make her understand d situation n so tat pple don haf d wrong view of her... Isn't tat better?

I might haf said tat u r my best fren @ werk... Mayb tat's a wrong step... NO... Wrong move 4 me... U tried 2 change me... N NEVA HAD ANY1 TRIED TAT!!! So wat if I am veri compliant!!! So wat if I am veri soft spoken!!! So wat if my choice of colour tones is dull!!! Tat's me n tat wat makes me!!! No 1 had even qns me!!! STOP CRAMPING MY STYLE!!! I've always been Goth like n Twin Sis noes tat...

My LOVE 4 BIG BANG does not stop any1 nor does it interferes in ur life!!! So beat it!!! Even my REAL BESTIES (Sally n Fa La La) DON STOP ME in my craze!!! Arggghh!! NOTHING COMES IN BETWEEN BIG BANG N ME!!!

N I don care bout ur family prob... But does tat make it easier 4 u 2 control me?! Sori... Tat does not werk on me!!! I throw tantrums n tat's wat I do wen all my pent up frustrations decide 2 blow out... So much 4 havin a high level of tolerance...

Sadness about Daesung...

2011-06-01T23:56:00.002+08:00

As an AVID fan of BIG BANG... I felt sad 4 Daesung... D Smiling Angel... Wonder how he's doin... And wen will tis Smiling Angel smile again? Baby... Don't Cry... We BBVIPs will b rootin 4 u... Let's trend BBVIPs... #WeSupportDaesung & #KeepStrongDaesung !!

Sweet Love Songs...

2011-05-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

B1A4 - O.K.

CN Blue - Love Girl

Teen Top - Angel

B2ST - Beautiful

Infinite - Here I Am

U-Kiss - Miracle

Seungri (V.I.) of Big Bang - White Love

Experiencing a BEAUTIFUL LIFE... I am much happier now...
PS: I miss JEJU!!

A Heartbreaking Story...

2011-05-28T04:18:00.001+08:00

Wheesung - A Heartbreaking Story (Feat. Junhyung of B2ST)

Let’s stop now
Meet a better person
I, still here…

The most beautiful lie in the world, goodbye, goodbye
The words spat out even though your heart is torn apart, goobeyre, goodbye
The words meaning good farewell
The words that doesn’t even make sense
As much as I loved you, as much I believed you
It hurts, it hurts
Because I hate you so much, because it’s so sad
It hurts, it hurts
This is farewell, this can’t be good, but still goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate you, you are my love
This first persom to teach me love
Sending you away, there are the lies of one man
Goodbye, goodbye

Your temperature that only I used to feel, goodbye, goodbye
Your lips that only I used to kiss goodbye, goodbye
It’s devastating, but for you
The words I have to say as a man goodbye, goodbye
Embracing you tight for the last tie goodbye, goodbye
Like a tape stretched out, stuttering heavily
Be happy, goodbye

Goodbye, even though I might hate you, you are my love
This first persom to teach me love
Sending you away, there are the lies of one man
Goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye, meet a better person, and be happy
I copy the scene right out of a typical drama
Goodbye as a word might be well
In the end I lose you to someone else,
Like a kid who lost their parents
The love we made is seperating
That’s right, farewell is up to us
In front of love we are sinners

Don’t cry you fool, I’m really okay
I’ll live on no matter what, I’ll be happy
Encounter, love, memories, farewell
For that moment I was really thankful

Clenching my teeth I’ll send you away
No matter what, I’ll forget you
The heartbreaking story we made goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, even though I might hate you, you are my love
This first persom to teach me love
This is the first time and the last, lie made uo for you
Goodbye, goodbye

Can U Smile

2011-05-28T04:14:00.001+08:00

I remember that feeling from a long time ago
When I looked at you
I remembered that time when I knew you
And you knew me
I think about those desperate times
When I wanted to be like you,
To hang out with you
But it’s merely a memory that passed

And, can you smile? You want this,
You hope for this, I can’t seem to have you
With only my heart
And, can you smile? I said to go,
I said that I’m okay
Seems like I can’t give you anything
But this to you in the end

I remember a long time ago
When I received your heart
I think of those times when you were
So loving towards to me, and I was thankful
We came across a farewell,
When we were the most in love
And when we were the happiest
I couldn’t hold you back because you were
So loving towards me, because I was sorry

And still, still, in the end, still I…
But probably in the end… I still…
And still, still, in the end, still I…
But in the end, I still…

But I was suffocating from your frequent words
You tell me with rage
That my way of talking and my actions
Made you lose your words
And they made your anger rise
On this violent night
The starts lit up the sky and the moon shone
And you went steadily down your path
The night and moon are coming,
They’re just covered up by stars
The moon will always stay there
I’ll always be here for you, want you

And, can you smile? I want to take
I want to hold it all back
Because you can only be happy
Once you leave my side
And, can you smile? I said to go
I said that I’m okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
But this in the end

Don't Cry

2011-05-28T03:42:00.001+08:00

LOVE seems to change so easily,
In place of our own greed, a painful scar is left,
Gotta let you go
And please don’t cry

I guess I was not really the person for you
I couldn’t hold back my stupid heart
Which pained you
And please don’t cry

Here is the end for the both of us,
And until the world would allow our love then,

It’s okay baby please don’t cry,
This long journey is about to end.
But someday, we will meet again,
In the next life, we will see each other again

Everyday, we are blinded by our anger,
What we were fighting about every minute,
I cried every night,
Baby I cried

All the long nights
I stayed up late crying,
I spent them all alone
Baby I cried

Here is the end for the both of us,
And until the world would allow our love then,

It’s okay baby please don’t cry,
This long journey is about to end.
But someday, we will meet again,
In the next life, we will see each other again

Sometimes, when tears come to me,
I remember our beautiful memories
I hope that you won’t be hurt more,
And please don’t cry

It’s okay baby please don’t cry,
This long journey is about to end.
But someday, we will meet again,
In the next life, we will see each other again

Fiction... In Fiction...

2011-05-28T03:32:00.002+08:00

I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this
.

I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit
.

I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us
.

Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
.

I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction
.

Right now, there are only happy stores here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

.
I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace
There is no such thing as an end for us
.
Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t end it (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart

.
I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction
.
I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing like that
.
(But Fiction)
I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it
(My own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words
(Everything is Fiction) Setting the warn out pen on the old paper strained in tears

(Everything is Fiction)
This story can’t be happy or sad
.
Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still
.
I’m happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

I'm so Lonely...

2011-05-28T02:52:00.002+08:00

The words I'm saying right now, I don't know if they'll hurt you
They'll probably make you hate me forever
You, saying that I'm not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue
This changed me is a stranger to myself as well
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

You didn't do anything wrong, I'm the strange one
It seems I've already been prepared long ago, for our breakup
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times, why is it when I'm confronted by love
I am shrinking away & am lonely endlessly
You are so kind but
That's the way you are but oh
I don't know I don't know
Why I am like this
We were so in love, and you're here now but oh
I don't know
I want to find myself now

Baby I'm sorry, even when I'm with you, I'm Lonely
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am
I'm sorry, this is your and my story
I must not be worthy of this thing called love, even though I'm by your side
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely

Cuz I'm just another girl
This night is lonely, I
Can't take any more, Good bye
Cuz I'm just another girl
I'm so lonely
Even though I'm by your side right now
Baby I'm so lonely
Lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely

Korean Version of English Songs

2011-01-04T11:37:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!!! New Year... New Resolutions... New Heartaches... Aniwaez... Juz wanna share somethin interesting tat I found recently...

Seo In Kook - Take
(Sounds familiar??)

A1 - Take On Me
(Wah Sey... Primary School time sia tis song...)

Keke... Will post some more n update my New Year Resolutions once I haf time coz juz been assign 2 come up wid a new farewell project yesterday... Sianz...

Korean Pop Night 2010...

2010-10-24T19:09:00.002+08:00

I find tat my life is COMPLETE now tat I haf met YOU... TOP!!! THANKS for coming over 2 SINGAPORE!!! I Love U GUYS BIG BANG!!! MISSION COMPLETE!! I can now strike out watching BIG BANG in CONCERT!!! Next up will be 2PM!!

Freakin Weird?!

2010-06-21T06:28:00.002+08:00

Oooo... Kkkk... Everythin is like freakin WEIRD lately...

Dearest Ms JC is gettin Engaged... Match maked by her parents... Freakin SHOCKED n HAPPI 4 HER!! Did I say I help her 2 choose d watch 4 her FIANCEE?? I wish d best for her... Whoever tat guy is... Treat Ms JC WELL!! Or ELSE?! He'll get it from d Mc D sisters... My adorable "little" sis aka Ricci-chan is "fragile" u noe... Oh ya... Fara... If u r reading tis... Let's go Pudding "INHALING" again shall we?! U made me addicted 2 d MORIGANA Caramel Pudding... Hopefully tis time ard dey haf ur Doraemon Pudding... Keke...

Den... Jeng jeng jeng... Some1 actualli... Haf been keepin secrets... Boyfren 4 d last 3 mths?! U noe who u r... Shall not divulge ur name till u tell every1... U owe us an explanation Missy...

Another weird incident... Dearest Ms MOL n Mua actualli got a chance 2 werk 2gether professionalli on d 8th June... We were both werkin in my WARD!! Keke... N I was d OIC 4 d 1st time tat day... Happenin la sey... Sally n her partner doin their ward duty... Me bein a 1st time OIC n wid my thick skin approach d A station Sister 2 learn how 2 type out d nite report... Keke... Some PSY patient turned violent n bed crisis all happening after 2000hrs?! Not enuf staff on duty... Was OIC cum Junior... Y don I juz get ripped into 2?! Urgghh!! But DAMN happenin la sey... Good experience though...

But d real entry now was... Jeng Jeng Jeng... Ms JC situation is somewhat might become true 4 Twin Sis n Mua... Parents juz got back from "Honeymoon" in Spain + Morrocco hours ago... Touch down n d 1st question being asked was... "Kak Nur... Adik... Ade orang nak kenal kan satu Interpreter dgn satu Engineer Kapal Terbang... Nak tak?? Mak dgn Ayah kena bagi jawapan nie..." N... How r we suppose 2 answer tat?! N we tot d chapter on nak kenal kan kawan Ustaz yg bakal jadi Ustaz... Tgh ambik Masters kat Cairo mintak tolong cari jodoh thingie was long gone?! SO not goin 2 happened?!

N we thought Dad n Mom was cool bout us not wantin 2 settle down as yet... N now... Suddenly tis question POPPED?! 1stly... I would like 2 implore on behalf of my Sister... Definitely Mr Azman is not reading tis... (Which I hope he would... In order 2 start his engine rolling...) PLS!! Ask my sis out rather den... Askin Juli 2 take care of her on ur behalf... She's definitely interested in u la sey?! STOP bein d shy guy... I noe tat my sis adore ur panda eyes n even call u her veri own Seungri... But PLS make tis official canz?!

2ndly... I 1 2 remain single 4 now... Makin frens... YES!! No problemo... I'm givin myself 2 more years b4 freakin out... How come Ms "Lost" don haf tis prob? Hmm... But thank GOD!! Parents ask 4 our opinion 1st rather den Lina... Her hp no already been given 2 d Ustaz tat her Mom wish 2 make in2 her "Menantu"... Keke... Can't girls juz wanna haf fun?! Haiz...

Toodles 4 now... Hopefully my next entry is after Ms JC's engagement party... N tis time ard... Wid PICTURES from my DSLR... Keke... N hopefully... Problem will b solved by den...

My New Toy!!

2010-06-04T14:22:00.005+08:00

Dear old Daddy got me n Twin sis a new TOY yesterday!! A DSLR... Sony Alpha 500... My aim was an Alpha 330... D Limited Ed brown version... But d Alpha 500 was a beauty BaBe!! Well... Been buggin Dad tat I 1 a new cam but waiting 4 my BONUS!! But it'll b 2 late... A good cam 4 my Dad n Mum 2 bring 4 their trip 2 Spain + Morocco... Function wise... GOOD!! 12.3 MP, 5.0FPS, 520shots#, 3.0" LCD screen (Simply love d flip screen... Gd 4 taking shots from an angle...) and ISO 12800... Since I'm no cam pro unlike my Twin sis... Keke... Love my Dad!! It's not totally mine though... A family cam 2 b exact... Told Dad tat I would like 2 get my own DSLR still... But we'll c... I'm so in LOVE wid it... Been capturing shots... Gonna polish my skills b4 Ms JC's engagement... Keke...

My JD changes

2010-06-04T13:40:00.002+08:00

I'm tinkin bout Kak Irda's entry in FB... How our JD (Job description) as Nurses changes on a day 2 day basis... Listed is our JD... Hmph!! 9 more days 2 my 5th year as a Nurse...

-> Staff Nurse
-> Maid
-> Cleaner
-> Waitress
-> Kopi/Milo Making Lady
-> Counsellor
-> Doctor
-> Medical Social Worker
-> Physiotherapist
-> Porter
-> Camber maid
-> Deputy Nurse Clinician
-> Repair Women/Technician
-> Computer Support Personal
-> Party Planner

and d list goes on... Freaking irrates me... But somehow... Despite all tis... I LOVE MY JOB... especially when I c my patients who tat UBER CUTE!! Keke... Crazy?! I noe... Despite all my complains rite??

Old Time Jap Anime OST

2010-05-29T19:56:00.003+08:00

Haha... Comics n Anime still runs in my blood despite being K-popped!! Keke... Here's my old time OSTs from Anime n new Animes...

Onegai Sensei Opening OST - Shooting Star

Hunter X Hunter Opening OST - Ohayu

Cardcaptor Sakura Opening OST - Catch You Catch Me

Azumanga Daioh OST - Sora Mimi Cake

Aishiteruze Baby OST - Sunny Side Up

K-On Ending OST - Don't Say lazy

K-On OST- Light & Fluffy Time

K-On OST - Brush & Ballpoint Pen

K-On OST - My Love Is Like Staples

PS: Thanks Fara 4 reviving d Anime Freak in me... Keke...

Big Bang is VIP!!

2010-05-28T20:41:00.002+08:00

Tis Vid makes me proud 2 b a Big Bang VIP!! Woohoo!!

Big Bang's Star Access...

GD's Gossip Man

2010-05-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

Omo!! Tis MV is a SO GD!! Gettin 2 c his cheeky n playful nature is a must... N some more wid Big Bang known 4 dey parodies 4 their concerts... His is CUTE!!

G-Dragon - Gossip Man

New Songs

2010-05-19T18:26:00.003+08:00

Hehe... New songs tat I would like to recommend...

Big Bang - Tell Me Goodbye (IRIS Japan OST)
Comments: TOP looks cute as per normal... But I don realli agree wid d hair colour though...

FT Island - Flower Rock
Comments: Juz 4 Fara aka Jepun Celup since she's a JC n an FT Island fan... Keke... Hugs Beb!! Ooo... It reminds me of my Dip days... Veri Emo Punkish!!

CN Blue - Love
Comments: Tis song made me believe in Love... Wee... Yongie... Sarangehae!!

MBLAQ - Y
Comments: Like wad my dear fren Eqen like 2 say... "AKU SUK... KE... SEKALI!!" G.O. is so HAWT after he lose tat goatie... Keke...

Seo In Gook - Love U
Comments: Woot... I love waking up 2 tis voice n I certainly don mind being his Marshmallow!! Nice nick... Hmm... Imagine TOP callin me his Marshmallow... Hee... Goosebumps... N tis Vid is shot in Thailand... Me wanna go der!!

Super Junior - Shake It Up
Comments: Dedicated 2 Nurses n those who haf a FAST PACED life...

f(x) - Nu ABO
Comments: Like wat sis n me suspected... ABO actually stands for d different blood types... Oh ya... Lina nearly killed us both when we started singin 2 Music Bank... Keke...

Joe Brown - I Can't Move
Comments: I juz tink tat his voice is SEXY... Esp. when he said... I can't move when u talk to me... I can't move when u look at me... I can't move when u touchin me... SEXY!!

Tat's it!! Currently in my playlist...

Without U

2010-05-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

Sori... But U TOTALLI BLEW IT!! Neva did I gave b4 any1 3 chances... But I choose 2 give U dem... 2 bad... IT'S OVER!!

2PM - Without U

Being A Nurse

2010-05-08T20:03:00.003+08:00

Being A Nurse... Der is some PROs... N Some CONs... Some of dem is REALLY GOOD... N some of dem is AWKWARDLY WEIRD... Let's say... I'm just listing some of dem...

Being A Nurse means:

Being able to haf ur meals rite after "Bao"ing (Packing a death person) or cleaning up a patient wid a bed full of "Unindentified Objects" (aka Blood, Shit).
Awesomely finds tat buffets @ 5 STAR Hotels makes a better deal compared 2 eating Ala Carte @ Swensen's (Thus y I kept on buggin some pple 2 eat @ Carousel... Coz their Bread Pudding is SUPER AWESOME!!)
Can b Multilingual without dem realising dey r... (Can spk a little Hokkien here... Mandarin der... Cantonese here... English der... Tagalog here...)
Being d BEST pple 2 interpret "worms" on pieces of paper... (aka Doctor's handwriting...)
To haf weirdly found skinny n toothless Old Man n Old Woman SUPER CUTE!! Compared 2 babies...
GOSSIPING seems 2 b d onli way 2 get out of boredom while @ werk...
Tat FOOD MEANS EVERYTHING 2 US!! Especially during Ward parties...
Simply loves 2 dress up?? (Coz most of d time spent on wearing uniform...)
To find pleasure in "poking" pple numerous times in unprofound places (like d legs...) until dey successfully obtained d reddish fluid called d "blood" 2 successfully complete a day's werk...
Muttering vulgarities under their breath despite puttin on a "smile"...
HAVING D HIGHEST TOLERANCE LEVEL.. (DEFINITELY!!)
Turnings out 2 b 2 dedicated 2 werk... (Always doing extra "overtime")
Having soggy shoes... (B'coz d patients tend 2 "SHOWER" u rather den u shower dem...)
Touching blood or related body fluids without gloves seems 2 b a norm...
To tink tat Death is juz a part n parcel of life...
Coming up wid weird acronyms like BO... Which means Bowel Open rather den Body Odour...
To tink tat GROSS looking wounds r a PERFECT MASTER PIECE once it's becomed healed...
Coffee n Redbull r their BEST FRIEND EVER!! While doing Nite Shift...
A day's werk is A day's exercise...
Tat having Compression Stockings (TEDS) can make ur legs better looking...
Having several pantangs... Like not eating PAU wen a Dangerously Ill patient is present...
Able 2 predict future deaths...
Police Officers r NOT ur frens when it come 2 Coroner's Case...
Easily calling ur colleagues cheesy names like "Darling, Sayang n Love" whenever u need help...
A smelly toilet is not as offensive as a patient having Malenic Stools (aka Bloody stool)... Oh ya... We don smell death oso...
Having a good pen n handwriting is something 2 b proud of...
Having a mini stationery shop in ur AWESOMELY BIG Pencil Case...
Being a walking bacteria infested source...
Able 2 come up wid more den 2 diagnosis off hand wid d information on a patient on hand....
A walking Christmas Tree wid all d colour coded keys hanging from ur neck... (aka Controlled Drug key... Medication Trolley Key... Food Ration Key... Diet Trolley Key...)
D phone is ur worst ENEMY EVER!!
Voicing out d most on FB n frequent visitor of FB...
Finding humour in everythin tat we do... Like d song Shock by BEAST is related to d AED aka Defibrillator...
Finding Annual Leave is d onli time 2 BREATH!!
Having a shift without food, drink n toilet break is nothing compared 2 not being able 2 go home in time!!
Finding it weird tat it's a NECESSITY 2 take a day off during Public Holidays... (Best 2 werk during holidays coz not much werk 2 do except 4 emergencies... EXTRA PAY 2!!)
Each part of d uniform holds a meaning... (Eg. Right pocket to hold a uring bag... Left pocket to hold stoma bag... Nametag hook... 2 hold d drips or TPN...)

So here u r...Some of d things tat I can tink of... If any of my Nursing Colleagues 1 2 add on... Pls tag me in my tag board aitez?

Juz when I tot it's over...

2010-05-04T00:06:00.002+08:00

Gummy - There is NO Love

U came... U went... N U came again...
L.O.V.E?
Coz if U chose U come but 2 leave again...
Just like the wind...
I rather tat U touch me softly and leave forever...

A broken heart is never mendable...
But onli time heals everythin...
Wishing tat I was juz a broken glass... Mendable...

- Yours Truly-

BEACH!!

2010-05-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

Was finally @ d Beach... After all d ordeal tat I haf gone thru d last mth... Had a nice day @ d beach... N d best part was... Wen I was @ d beach n d sun was setting... I coincidentalli listen 2 Sunset Glow... Wah... Felt SUPER GREAT!!

Big Bang - Sunset Glow (Did I mention tat I Fell in Love wid TOP thru tis song?!)

Was on d way 2 TMFT 2 use d ladies... As usual... My Mom pop d topic bout Mr A-z tried callin Sis... I was like y didn't she tok 2 him?! Aigoo... N den my Mom had 2 make me sad sayin tat... Sis don't I 2 b in a realtionship coz I was not in 1... I was like WTF?! Juz because I failed in my relationship does not mean tat she should 2?! Rite?!

Aniwaez... Told Mom tat I'm currently happi wid d current situation as it is... I still haf my Family n d Gang... Werk is enuf 2 kill me nowadays... Let's set d matters of d heart 2 another day aitez??

Oh ya.. Did I mention tat I had weird dreams nowadays?? 1st was tat I dreamt of having a holiday wid Nickhun & Woo Young (My Woo Youngie <3)>

On d side track... Was watching Electric Love Tour 2010 by d beach... SWEET!! (WHICH CT SUE WENT 2!! Sori CT... I'm still sore... But was glad tat u bought me tat Parka... I actualli will go 2 bed huggin it... Huk! Huk!) TOP looks gorgeous or wat?! Esp when he was doing his solo in Act Like Nothing At All... He looks good in tat PINK Suit... (Or was it white?! Hmm... Muz b d lightin...) n playing tat Harmonica... Is OH... SO SEX..Y... (Ok... Shah... I tink I a PERVERT...) Den... Him... Wearing d Green suit... Woohoo!! Absolute Gorgeousness I tell u...

I'm crapping again... Oh well...

2010-04-26T22:26:00.003+08:00

Juz like any normal day @ werk... Except tat I had 2 werk extra hard 2day... Freakin don 1 2 tok bout d new system in place... Urgghhh!! Aniwaez... 1 of d happiest moments oso occurs 2day...

He flashes me 1 of d cutest smile and mouths "Don worri... Will return u d files once I'm done k?"
Haha... So CUTE!! Ok... I was tokin bout d "NERD"... 2day he veri funni la canz... He randomly walk up behind me n said...

Dr Nerd: "U noe wat?! I tink I got GE (Gastroentritis aka Food Poisoning)..."
Me: "Y lehz?"
Dr Nerd: "Coz I'm feeling faint and I had diarrhea yesterday..."
Me: "Wah sey... Bad timing..."
Dr Nerd: " Ya..."
Me: "Go n buy some H20 or 100 Plus la... Better den ORS lehz..."
Dr Nerd: * Has a look which says... Who's d Doctor here...* "Later la... Once I'm done wid d changes... Btw...Take note of tis... * Points to casenotes input* k??"
Me: " Done dem oreli..."
Dr Nerd: " U r always 1 step ahead of everything..."
Me: "Haha... Of coz!!"
N... Conversation ends here...

Was interesting... Ok la... 2day had lots of interesting things... Like he randomly ask Fizah 4 blood tubes... When actualli he need dem 2 take his grandma's bloods... But 2 bad... He's such a nice doctor... He's leaving tis wkend n going 2 KKH... He was like..."Wee... Can't wait for next posting... Got babies!!" I haf no doubt tat he'll b a gd paediatrician... N I'm werkin on nite till his last day... SUCKS!!

HMDP Offer

2010-04-22T04:55:00.002+08:00

Didn't realise tat d offer was true till my sis oso got d same offer... Offer was made 2 me 2 mths ago despite being a "green horn" within d discipline... But wid a certain criteria though...

No boyfriend = No relationship = No intention of Marriage during the next 2 yrs = Not getting pregnant during the next 2 yrs = 3mths to 1 yr of HMPD = 2 yrs bond = You Live and Die wid d institution...

Tat's d theory tat I haf made should I ever become some1 as clever as Einstein... But @ least my sis offer was better... HMDP for Liver Transplant... Me?1 HMDP 4 Geron... WTH?! N do wat?! Not my forte... But since offer was made... Insya-allah... If everything goes fine... I'll b expecting d results either mid-next yr... Late-next yr or even early d following yr...

I tink... I'd rather take tis wid a pinch of salt... When would u get 2 go on attachments to other country n get d opportunity 2 c d world rite?? Ok la... Despite d offers 2 work overseas... Haiz... Ponder... Ponder... I tink... Enjoy everythin 1st la...

PS: Alamak!! Now Mat Hensem noe my age... Darn it!! Haha... N when r u gals coming 2 a decision regarding June?? Coz I need 2 noe whether I should buy my DSLR now or wait till my bonus?? Keke...

Feelin Creative...

2010-04-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

Haha... Nowadays... I've been feelin creative... Mayb I should b a song writer?? Mayb a crappy 1 who would definitely b sued 4 plaigarism!! Wakaka...

I was randomly tinkin @ werk 2day... Was feelin super hungry @ werk I gez since I was gettin a heartburn... I randomly tink out loud n startin singin a song bout wantin 2 buy Milo b4 d inservice 2day... Cynthia was laughin her heads off... Wen I was singin... (Gosh!! Didn't noe tat I was tat funny...)

Next... I was juz randomly tinkin wat's my task 4 tmr morn... Been veri exhausted by IC werk 4 d last 5 days... Den tis comes in2 my mind...

Singing to d tune of Que Sera Sera...

If I was just... A "young" Staff Nurse...
I ask my "Sister"... Wat will I be...
Will I b QN? Will I b In Charge? Tis wat she said 2 me...
Que Sera... Sera... Wat ever will b... Will b...
If I u ask me again Sri... U'll b In Charge U'll c...

Haha... Surely if Kak Yati c tis post surely kena "kutuk" la sey... Keke... Noticed tat I've been 2 vocal in d ward nowadays... Shall keep my mouth shut 4 now... Noticed tat "she" (D name shall not b mentioned... Mcm Harry Potter la sey...) gave me d dagger stares wen I commented on d new werk plan... (Kate nak comments...) But realli not reasonable la... Might as well I ask 4 transfer back 2 HD sey... Tat's much more better... @ least got d machines 2 take parameters... WTF?!

On d side track... Haha... I tink I haf a crush on a nerd... Yes... It's true... My House Officer 4 d mth... Mayb werkin crush?? Coz @ least he listens 2 my concerns bout my patients n he's veri through wid d patients which I like... N wen he 4get 2 ask me 2 chaperon him... I entered behind d curtains n wen I questioned him y he did't call me... Dunnoe whether he's being cheeky or wat... He said tat he knew tat I'll come in... Sweet? Mayb... But he's a NERD... N somemore he would not throw tantrum when u call him no matter if he post-call... Haha... Sue like's Nerds?? Haha... Hopefully tis will stop... Ewww!!

N... I HEART 2PM!!!! I like their new song MA JA!! (Translates as That's Right...) Space Version Seems better den Without U...

2PM - Maja (That's Right)

After reading d translation... I was like... Maja!!

Weird conversation...

2010-04-18T23:19:00.004+08:00

Had d weirdest conversation wid Mom 2day... She veri random la canz?! Was watchin a certain documentary wid Mom... From d conversation below... U can figure who we r tokin bout... Keke...

Mom: "Adik... Lawa sey badan Shah Rukh Khan!!"
Me (Adik): "Mak! Badan Shah Rukh Khan lawa?! Yg badan Rain lagi lawa... Mak tak nak ckp!! " Mom: "Ala... Rain punye badan tak lawa sangat... Shah Rukh Khan lagi lawa..."
Me: "Ape2 la Mak..."
(End of Conversation...)

Wah... Had a hard time 2 convince her while watching Ninja Assassin wid her recently... N suddenly she blurt out "Shah Rukh Khan's body is nice?!" TAK PATUT!!

Oh ya!! Finally E.U. (My own personal copy) is completed!! Wee!! Wah... Veri motivated... Wish I was a Police Officer (NOT!)... If got some1 HAWT?! Like Chung Li Wen aka Ron Ng's character or Qiu Bo Qiao aka Sammul Chan's Character... I don mind la sey... Even if he's undercover... Keke... I wanna b d "BAD GIRL" (Humming Rain's Bad Boy... Wakaka!!)...

K la... Recently been addicted by Lee Hyori's - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang... My neighbour la... Singing loudly while she's in d bathroom... But catchy... Don realli like d MV though... D nation's Fairy look like a Mad Woman... Wazzup wid d Lady Gaga thingie sey?!

Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang

Ok la... Der's another song tat by Hyori tat I like... How We Get Here... (Feat. Daesung of Big Bang)... Yeah!! I like it coz I finally get 2 hear Daesung doing a featuring since I've been listening 2 GD, TOP and Taeyang doin featurings... Now tat Daedae haf done it... Onli left Maknae... Can't wait 4 Big Bang 2 b out in Sept/Oct which I would prefer if dey r out in Nov like on TOP's B'dae last yr... Oh ya... If you notice... D starting is from snippets of Annie Lennox - No More I Love You... How I noe?! Coz my Eldest Sis tend 2 sing tis when she was preparing last time 4 d "Asia Bagus" competition...

Lee Hyori (Feat. Daesung of Big Bang) - How Do We Get Here?
Annie Lennox - No More I Love You

2010-04-09T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hur! Hur! Finally found wat it means!! Totalli addicted 2 tis song currently... It's even my ringtone... (So pls try callin me ever so often so tat I can also hear tis song k?? Haha!!) N ya... It's no wonder tat tis album is called Back to Basic!! When I listen 2 tis song... Reminds me of d Rainism Period n d I Do Period... He's HAWT!! Can't believe tat he's 29 n a CEO of his own production company... D person who made MBLAQ!!

Rain (Bi) - Hip Song

Heartbreaker (G-Dragon Feat. Florida)

2010-04-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

Muahaha!! Finally found d Eng Sub 4 d new HEARTBREAKER!! G-Dragon Feat. Flo Rida...

I certainly like tis version better!! My Ji-Long (Like wat Esther call him...) Certainiy looked cute in tis fan made vid...

G-Dragon (Ft. Flo Rida) - Heartbreaker

Operation Mr Fireman

2010-04-08T10:45:00.002+08:00

Operation Mr Fireman was oh so weird?! But u don call us M.O.M 4 nothin rite?? We (meanin Fir since he will b caught dead wid us... N he's STUCK in Tekong...) wen 2 check out how cute Mr Fireman was... He's not bad looking la... Except tat I was takin an abstinence from Love life tis yr... (Hopefully...) So... Can't realli bothered 2 check out how Mr Fireman look... (Sori Shah...)

Well... Supposedly 2 meet up @ 1600hrs... But Ms Organiser was super late... Can still say tat her alarm clock (aka ME?!) was not workin 2day... (Perangai ehk kau Sally?!) Well... We went 2 satisfy my cravings 4 Warm chocolate cake n Blackforest Ice Blended... (Whooopiiieee!!) Den we head down 2 Queensway... We saw Hyrul Anwar 2 in d train... He looks juz like any regular good-looking Joe takin a train ride despite being a celebrity... Except 4 d part whereby Shaf n Sally had 2 comment mcm perempuan... (Wat can he say?! God Made him like tat pe...)

Oh well... 2 bus had left n Mr Fireman was nowhere 2 b seen till Shah spotted him across d road... Practically we sat in a straight row@ d bustop n was FBing most of d time... (Bout our Operation?!) When he got nearer... Shah was sayin... "Can U Feel My Heartbeat?!" I N Shah after tat randomly dance la canz... I decided 2 disturb her by playing 2PM's - Heartbeat loudly!! Keke...

Ok... So I can't b bothered n board d bus 1st... Coz I was gettin fed-up wid waiting... (Sori... Yesterday was 1st day la girls... Tat's y I was PMSing...) Boarded d bus n he was standing next 2 Sally since I was all d way 2 d back... Den somehow wen most of d passengers got down 2 NUH... Every1 got themselves seats n Mr Fireman was standing right infront of me... Wakaka!! But 2 bad... I can't b bothered despite Sally poking me... I was watching 8eight's -Availability Period MV on my hp... Keke... Kinda regret tat I didn't gif my seat 2 Shah... @ least she can drool over him...

Den, he sat infront of me... We all got down @ CC... But den, I tink he noticed us... Coz I was being stupid yesterday... Wid my headphones on... Dey had 2 drag me coz I didn't noe tat Faht had 2 go... After sayin our goodbyes 2 her... We decided 2 haf some munchies @ West Coast Hawker Centre... N I had 2 say... Y don we walk der? (Sori ar... Coz my Dad usually drove us der... So d distance seems short?!) Well... Definitely he notice us... Hopefully he notice Shah....

Well... We somehow manage 2 characterise Mr Fireman... He's single... (Since Shaf was observant enuf 2 notice he does not wear any rings n tat he doesn't even wear a watch?!) Den... Shaf was also observant enuf 2 notice tat he was not checkin his hp out... (So I gez his hp in workshop or he 4get 2 bring his 2 werk yesterday?!) Den... We suspect tat he's a Mummy's boy (Coz according 2 Shah he always appears @ he same timing...) N lastly... A veri funny point... Shaf 4get 2 check if he's hairy... (WTH?!)

Oh well... Operation Mr Fireman went well... SUCCESS!! I muz say... Bet Shah had a REALLY GOODNIGHT yesterday... 40days dok tat tgk dier... (Rindu kapa Shah?? Keke...)

Moral of d Story: Sue should not b dumb @ times like tis... But den again... How can a Minah Tudung approach a guy n ask 4 his no? But den again... It's 4 my Maknae... So no harm done rite?! Haha!! Let d mystery continues....

Cun Saja Lyrics

2010-04-07T11:10:00.002+08:00

I'm so into tis song nowadays... Finally decided 2 put up d lyrics...

Cun Saja - Sleeq

Chorus:-
Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu
Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku
Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami ku sudah teruskan hidupku
Semuanya cun saja

Tak perlu tinggalkan pesanan
Tak perlu buat panggilan
Ku tak perlu lagi kalau kau cuba mintak maaf
Lupakan sahaja
Diriku cun saja

Duduk di rumah seorang saja
Menulis lagu cinta
Menggunakan kisah ini tuk ceritakan

-Chorus-

Alyph:
Cun hidupku kini cun saja
Sejak kita memang cun semuanya
Sejak pisah itulah permulaannya untukku berhati-hati dgn buaya
Ngap ngap pendirianku tegap
Jumlah kali kita bertengkar memang genap
Untuk aku ke tahap ini silap kita memang patut sama-sama kene sepak pak pak
Tapi bukan niat aku tuk salahkan dirimu
Aku sedar ku juga ada kekuranganku
Tapi kalau bersifat mementingkan diri sendiri untuk kebaikkan bukan kurang ajar itu

Duduk di rumah seorang saja
Mengarang lagu cinta
Dengan mengembalikan kisah kitakan tapi jangan perasaan
Ohh..

Walaupun ini bab yang baru ada masa arah ku tak tentu
Tetap rindu kehadiranmu, tidak patut
Kerna ku takut

-CHORUS-

Lagu ini,
Tandanya kamu masih sayangkan ku
Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi

Lagu ini,
Tandanya ku masih rindukanmu
Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi

Lagu ini,
Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu bahawaku okay
Aku okay

Lagu ini,
Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu jangan cakap tak boleh

-CHORUS-

JC

2010-04-06T05:16:00.002+08:00

A Letter to Jepun Celup...

Dear Jepun Celup aka Fara,

Pls do not b shocked (Beast - Shock playin in my mind now...) when u c my letter online... Keke... Juz wanna let u noe... I realli miss u n Miss "Lost" (Not 4getting "Mangkok"!! But I juz spent a day wid her 4 BCLS re-cert)... Hope 2 c u ladies soon... On the 14th n 15th hopefully... (Out wid d Malay Girls!!) Btw... I heard from a "Source"... (My fren... Keke...) tat Seoul'd Out Concert 2010 will include U-Kiss (DONGHO!! Which I kena labelled Paedophile... Yucks!!), MBLAQ n Beast if I'm not wrong... Which I hopefully hope haf Epik High also (Fat HOPE!!) or Big Bang if POSSIBLE!! (Beyond HOPE!! Keke...) So... Should dey haf tis concert again tis year... I would like 2 propose another Conert outing in advance 2 u... In which I don tink Miss "Lost" would like 2 b involved wid d likes of us... Keke... N... We will go n queue SUPER advance like ur cuz... But My fren said if Beast is coming she'll b joinin BEAST Singapore FC... So... Mayb I I can "easily" ask her 2 book seats 4 us?? Definitely... We should meet up 2 make Place Cards 4 d Groups tis yr n lose our minds like ur cuz n frenz... Keke... Hope 2 hear from u soon... Take Care Dear JC...

Yours Sincerely,
Miss Full of Shit (FOS)

Cun Saja

2010-04-04T09:49:00.002+08:00

I was listenin 2 SleeQ's Malay song 4 d 1st time tis morn... I'm so attracted to Cun Saja... D lyrics is so funny... Esp when Alyph rap part... D part bout SEPAK... Keke... I would like 2 dedicate 2 my gd buddy... (U noe who u r...)

*Dear... Listen 2 tis song and listen 2 d lyrics... Den try 2 apply 2 Italian guy... Not tat I totalli support Korean guy... Juz tat Korean guy seems 2 b more sincere... Takin 4 yrs 2 contact u... Mayb der's more den it seems?? (Shit!! I'm havin more YB qualities... )

SleeQ - Cun Saja

PS: 2 Sally!! HAPPI 24th BURF DAY!! Finalli same age... Wakaka!! Kena "PERK" ehk ko? Cya later!!

I've Gotten Myself a New Godsister...

2010-04-01T23:12:00.002+08:00

Haha... I've gotten myself a "new godsister"... I've become d "godsister of Mdm STF"... Keke... I can't blame my 87 year old Ah-Ma... She muz haf tot tat she's still in her 20s... Coz she said tat she like me n would like me 2 become her "Hao Jie Mei"... She even ask me 2 call her "Jie Jie" while she call me "Hao Mei Mei"... Keke... SO CUTE!! I wanna pinch her face n put her inside my pocket so tat I can bring her hm...

2day was April Fool's Day... I tot tat pple won't b playin a joke on me since I'm new in d ward... But gez wat?! My patient played d joke on me instead... I was wearing my full gear when she touch my butt n said tat she 1 2 b my "boyfriend"... I freaked out la sia... She's well known 2 b a lesbo in my ward... But didn't expect tat la... Den suddenly she said... "April Fool's Day!!" Damn!! If not... I won't noe how 2 answer her...

Another trick was on BB Fansite... I nearly broke down n cry la sey... My heart realli winced like the last time I brokw up wid my borfriend when dey say tat TOP is leaving BB... I was like... WTH?! Y TOP?! I won't b seeing him nor listen to him?!

SJAB Zone 4 First Aid & Home Nursing Comeptition 2010

2010-03-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

Sue juz did somethin tat she neva dream tat she'll b doin... Wat did I juz do?! I become a judge 4 a competition... N... Without me knowin tat I volunteered 4 it... Keke... Well... I innocently volunteered 2 help out Mad since I noe tat I would b free n bored @ hm... Not onli tat... I wanted 2 do some volunteer werk so tat it'll look nice in my PPA... (Haha!!) Here goes... SJAB Z4 First Aid & Home Nursing Competition 2010...

Luckily got Mad... But we got separated... Well... Mad had 2 b d special effects make-up artist... Den... I had 2 go 4 d judging... Little did I noe tat d Judges r pple tat u cannot triffle wid... Dey r all Professionals la sia... Well... D competition was split into several categories... N all d competitors r Secondary Sch students... Like 4 d Adult Ambulance... And another competition which requires ur knowldege in LSCN (Life Support Care for Nurses)... D testers r veteran Doctors and Emergency Medicine Nurses...

For Home Nursing... Is pple like me... N I found out tat most of the Home Nursing judges haf backgrounds as Clinical Instructors... Cool la sia... Den as for Footdrill... Dey had Drill Sgt n Majors from SAF... Wah sey... I pity d students...

I tell u... I had 2 b lenient den I was wid my students during my CI days... Y?? Coz dey r not real nurses... But den again... D things tat dey r being tested on r all nursing based tat I can't help criticizing in my heart whoever taught dem... N d way dey introduce dem selves 2 d "patient" was funny oso... I can't help bursting in laughter... Coz wen dey introduce dem selves reminds me of a typical Korean Grp introducing dem selves... (I was also imagining tat should dey even dance after their introduction... I won't b shocked... Keke...)

Well... I now noe y Mad say tat I can "cuci mata" down der... Coz d Cadet Inspectors r all handsome la sia... But 2 bad... Dey small kids la... I realli "Cuci Mata"... N funnily... I'm d onli Malay Judge... Wen I step in2 d judges room... Every1 stared... Haha... N d most not so funny part... I was d onli Judge which needs to Judge 14 Grps... WTH?!

But I was glad tat I got involved coz I manage 2 make new frens...Even though dey r juz students n I so called re-lived my NPCC CI days wen I heard all d drill commands n wen everywhere I go... I was greeted as Ma'am... Wakaka!!

Hopefully next yr... I can get more pple involved...

PS: D complimentary voucher I got... I bought a brand new sandals d following day... Keke...

2010-03-26T17:18:00.003+08:00

FOUND IT!! D BLACK n GOLD headphones tat JoKwon used in "I Was Wrong" MV... CT SUE!!! It's realli d AudioTech Headphones tat we saw @ HMV not SkullCandy...

Here how it looks...
Pls... Pls... Some1 pls buy it 4 me?? Hints* Hints* (Kenyit mata...) Keke...

March 2010

2010-03-26T13:20:00.002+08:00

Juz completed my round of Night Shift yesterday... N gez wat?!! Tis mth seem 2 b an unlucky mth 4 me... Well... I had 2 Coroner's Case within 1 mth... CORONER'S CASE I TELL U??!! 1st case cause me 2 fall sick 4 4 days (Starting of d mth... N coz me 2 haf severe coughs till now... Tat my sis wondered if I was suffering from TB...)... Muz b d shock!! Not from d case but d fright I had 2 deal wid d Police Officer... Nearly made me lost my job... Pity Sally tat she had 2 hear my woes 4 tat day... Bingz la can!! I nearly strangled d PO if not b'coz he's cute n I don 1 2 b filed against 4 assaulting a PO... Keke...

My 2nd Coroner's Case which happen 2 days back... Oh ya!! It happens on the 23rd March... (Ira's B'dae!! F%^K!! Wat A fren I was?! Totalli 4gotten bout it...) D 2nd PO oso cekik darah... I told Sally bout my bad luck wid POs... She said... Den how bout her n my cuz?? 2 bad la... Dey r girls... Speaking of my cuz... I wonder she's in which NPC now?? I heard from Papa n Mama tat she's in Golf... Oh well... Will ask her when I c her next...

Oh well... Aniwaez... I got d nickname CC girl in d ward... Damn... 4 deaths so far juz tis wk... Might haf overloaded d CCOD book... Keke... 2 make my day better tis week... Been listening 2 Guddae by Supreme Team Feat. Brian Joo... (Giya!! SUPREME TEAM is BACK!!)... N ya... I'll b GRADUATING AGAIN SOON!! Yeah!!

Supreme Team Feat. Brian Joo - Guddae

Supreme Team - Step Up

Oh ya... I noticed tat nowadays I tend 2 end off my enteries wid music... Well... I can neva imagine my life without music... Oh well... I actualli like Step Up 1st b4 liking Guddae...

Comparisons

2010-03-26T12:59:00.003+08:00

Somehow I c a trend in which Koreans would do their own versions of their American counterparts... N somehow I find theirs better mayb b'coz I'm Asian and I'm into d Hallyu Wave thingie... Here r d second follow up of my comparisons...

Ke$ha - Run Devil Run (English Version)

SNSD - Run Devil Run (Korean Version)

Jason Derulo - In My Head (English Version)

Brian Joo - In My Head (Korean Version)

Jason Derulo & Brian Joo Combine Stage @ Music Bank!! - In My Head

Cute Couple

2010-03-26T12:49:00.002+08:00

As much as I like d "Adam" Couple of We Got Married - Jo Kwon & Ga In... I oso like the "YongSeo" aka Gogoma (Sweet Potato) Couple of We Got Married - Yonghwa & Seohyun ... (If U r wondering wat's tat... It's a Wedding Variety Show which involves single famous Korean Celebrities in a make believe Marriage)... Well.. Dey intro tis song... Veri Romantic... Nice!! Wish I can play d guitar or piano like wat Seo Hyun n Yonghwa did in their latest episode...

Once OST - Falling Slowly

PS: I would like 2 watch tis movie once... Provided I can find it in d DVD store...

There Will Be Boundaries

2010-03-26T12:30:00.004+08:00

Finally I succumb and entered the world of fan fiction... As I drop further into the deep abyss of imagination while reading tis fan fic call "There will be Boundaries" (Of course starring TOP n Big Bang)... Btw... Tis song by Big Bang come into my mind while reading... Originally by Tae Yang (Of Big Bang oso) for his 1st album - HOT... I miss dem!!

Tae Yang feat. Kush - Make Love

Big Bang - Make Love (English)

PS: I preferred d Big Bang version better coz I get 2 hear TOP rap... Keke... N d author is a nurse... So, I find it quite amusing as she describes love as having "tunnelled vision" ie onli having eyes 4 d 1 u love..., being "deaf" as u tend 2 tuned out n onli listen 2 d voice of d 1 u love... N as being a "schizoprenic" since u begin 2 hear voices wen d 1 u love is not ard... Keke... How about saying d person being a "Benign Tumour" ie a person who is a pain in d ass since he/she kept on hovering ard u but does not cause any harm?? I'll try 2 ponder on how I can relate feelings or describing things/person in relation to medical terms...

Wedding Dress Eng Version

2010-03-20T17:34:00.003+08:00

Wow!! I tink tis Duo - JReyez & Tommy C is so cool!! Dey actualli come up wid d Eng version of Taeyang's aka YB aka Sol of Big Bang - Wedding Dress!! Uber cool sia!! Btw... Note d lyrics... Nice!! Similar 2 d Korean Version...

Taeyang - Wedding Dress (Korean Version)

JReyez & Tommy C - Wedding Dress (English Version)

Aniwaez... Both neva failed 2 make me sad listening 2 d song... Enjoy!!

Colourful Videos

2010-03-20T15:43:00.003+08:00

Joha!! Joha!! Nomo Joha!! Yyeppo!!

Tis videos by YGE neva fail 2 impress me n peak up my day... Not onli d music is ROCKIN HAWT but oso d video is UBER colourful!!

Big Bang - Lollipop part 2 (Doesn't TOP looks HAWT in d vid??!!)

2NE1 - Try & Copy Me

This r d songs tat is currently on my playlist:

T-ara - I Go Crazy Because of You

U-Kiss - Round & Round

B2ST - Shock (Shah I noe... B2ST new album sounds better la...)

Epik High - Run (Aww!! Finalli Tablo is back after his wedding... I miss him rapping!! He looks thinner... Muz b d baby... Keke...)

Kara - Lupin

2AM - I Did Wrong (CT!! Isn't d headphones ard JoKwon d 1 tat we saw @ HMV?! SKULLCANDY?! or was it d other EXPENSIVE 1?? I super 1 2 get tat!! It's BLACK n GOLD yo!!)

8Eight - Availability Period (Doesn't it remind you of GD's - A Boy MV??)

Outsider - Acquaintance

Amerie Feat. 4 Minute - Heard 'Em All (Remix)

SNSD - Run Devil Run (Ok... I had 2 say tis is 1 of SNSD's best song tat I've heard... Not tat I'm a pro SNSD...)

CHEATER!!

2010-03-04T11:54:00.002+08:00

ARGGHH!! IVE BEEN CHEATED!! CT SUE!! U SHOULD HAF STOPPED ME!! ARGGHH!!

U noe wat?! D album tat I bought was actualli a cover version of all d singers... I've been CHEATED!! No wonder it was selling cheaply... I tot it was a gd bargain!! Sialan... WTH?!

The Legends!!

2010-02-24T23:00:00.003+08:00

I LOVE U... I WANT U... I NEED U... COZ I CHOOSE U...

**Arggghhh!! I miss being der...** (Btw... Tis song was on my playlist wen I was der...)

2AM - I LOVE YOU

Long Day...

2010-02-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

2day 1 had 2 dates... 1 after another...1020hrs till 1800hrs was wid Sally 2 Air Show... 1900hrs till 2030hrs wid Shah...

Had brunch @ T3 wid Sally... Coz of her "CI" cravings... Planned 4 our KIV trip 2 Bali aka "Wildlife" trip in June... Den we headed off 2 d Air Show... RSAF was DAEBAK!! Cool shit la canz!! Being der 4 my 1st time... I was excited!! But due 2 my "take 4 granted" attitude 2day... I took my Dad's word tat he had already charged d cam batt... Luckily Sally brought 2 cameras... From der... We went camwhoring... Keke...

Of all time her main cam had 2 broke down when she is taking my picture wid the Australian (Cute) Pilot Sgt... Haiz... But somehow... Her cam tat I was using managed tat 4 her turn.. WTH?!(Dah nasib badan...) Aniwaez... As per normal... We went crappin ard yet again... Sally n I imagining tat we haf our own private plane... N d "PORK Airlines" thingie... Keke... Ma'am!! Our crappin ard is becoming more occasional ar?? Including our dates... Keke... Muz now get Sally involved in Kpop...

Den... Meet up wid Shah... Meet up @ WM... Had 2 buy our (Meaning me n My sis....) weekly supply of Kimchi @ Sol Mart... @ d same time... Needed some1 2 lure me from Comics Connection...Intention was 2 pass her d SNSD Oh! Album n get my Sis 2nd Oh! Album including Dinner... Was toking bout Fan Ficts I tink... When d ADVENTURE BEGINS!!

We boarded d wrong bus... Hehe... Not wrong bus la... Except tat tat bus would b d same bus 4 me 2 get hm should I haf taken it @ d opposite bustop... We ended up @ d bustop near Sally's house... Keke... Interesting...Wakaka!! I was like... Calling Sally... N den... "Ma'am... TOLONG!! We r lost!!" Wakaka!!

When I reach hm... As per normal kena nagging... Den I was SHOCKED!! I got a SUNBURNT!! Nose down... So now u can c a like across my face... Argghh!! UGLY!! I shouldn't haf disturbed Sally bout being darker toned den I am... Sob... Sob...

Oh well... I've suggested 2 Sally n Shah... Mayb we should make a Parody 4 Sorry Sorry by M.O.M?? Wat d u guys tink??

PS: D Bali Trip n Parody is up suggestions n discussion... Oh ya... Sally n I intend 4 d Bali Trip 2 b from 23rd till 26th June?? Sally said tat on d 25th we can haf a Seafood Dinner by d beach 4 our anniversary... How bout tat??

Mindfulness

2010-02-07T08:29:00.002+08:00

Out of curiosity... D only sentence tat capture my attention was... Managing Stress n Duke - NUS... I attended a full day workshop bout Mindfulness & Managing Stress... It was AWESOME!! Except 4 d part in which we r learning bout d theories of Mindfulness... D exercises was nice n relaxing...

We did Meditation & Qigong... Eventhough d lecturer said it was juz d tip of d iceberg... But den... It was quite relaxing...

Mindfulness - Being aware despite provocations... I've learnt 2 "DROP"... While concentrating durin "DROP" session... I've learnt tat we do haf a control over our mind... Juz tat we r not aware of it... Once u acknowledge ur problems... Overcoming dem is easier... Acknowledging ur surroundings...

During 1 of d "DROP" sessions, I was concentrating on my breathe tat somehow 1 song slips into my mind... Daesung's - Cotton Candy & Alex's - Daydreaming...

Learning to DROP... 1 wish I can practice tis more often... But somehow I don tink my surroundings allows me... My Mum surely cannot let me go... She'll b... "ADIK!! Do tis... ADIK!! Do tat..." D onli time off I haf is sleeping... Haiz...

Daesung - Cotton Candy

Alex - Daydreaming

Totally upset...

2010-01-30T08:10:00.003+08:00

K... I was totally upset yesterday... Y?? Coz my parents went down 2 Bali yesterday...(Y did every1 go 2 Bali except me??!!) N it's BIG SHOW... Siti Sue had 2 sms me 2 ask wat I would like 2 passs on 2 T.O.P!! (Still fretting bout it n d 2pid MAGNET... Supposedly 2 type out d summary 4 MAGNET so can email Juweita...) N it was raining prior to my "date"... Urgghhh!!

Nevertheless... My "date" wid Sally was FUN!! 1st time we actually went 2 watch a movie juz d 2 of us... Went 2 watch Toothfairy... (Storyline ok bah... Could haf been better...) We crap like alot on our way to & fro... ADIDAS shopping!! Like good old days...

D best part was bout the "Hantaran" thingie... Kedai emas Ming Seng tak pakai ehk beb?? N sejak bile orang hantar hantaran ade Dim Sum?? Kalo my 2nd half kasi Pau 4 hantaran... I'll surely say... "Mau meninggal ka pe??" I'll do take on d offer of Kino lifetime free comics though... Keke...

Orchard is changing n evolving... Soon wen I get much richer... (Which I'll will haf 2 werk hard on... Don tink I should b tinkin of becoming an inspector la Sally... I cannot make it 4 d yearly IPPT... Much less I PITY ade la... Wakaka!!) I will buy d Polo Ralph t-shirt 4 u wid a big logo... How big u 1 ar??Keke... N don start wid d RISK crap... N I'll get myeslf d trenchcoat... So I can use it during my holidays... (Don tink it can keep me warm though...)

Oh well... I'll now make use of tis entry... 2AM!! Their album is DOPE or WAT?!! Aniwaez... Chansung sounded HOT during his cameo in tis album... Listen 2 tis!!

2AM feat Chansung - To Her

N i was juz lookin thru ibigbang... Thanks 2 Alee!! I finally get 2 hear n watch T.O.P durin BIG SHOW yesterday... T.O.P new hairstyle is so cute!! N His new song is HOT!! As usual his funny antics neva leave him... There's actually a monkeyplayin a guitar in d vid oso... Even in his 1st solo MV... N those girls better get their hands off my HUBBY!! His last few minutes dance is so cute... Mcm itik like tat... Can't wait 4 d single 2 b out!! Don worry darlin... I'll support u... Now looking 4 d pre-order!!

T.O.P

Feelin Hype!!

2010-01-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

Hahaha!! Hubby (T.O.P) is comin out wid his solo song 4 d BIG SHOW!! I hope it will b a blast like BIG BOY!! I juz miss his raps...

2 my fren... CT Sue... Don worry... Go n watch d BB concert in Japan wid peace... (Oh Man!! Tat should haf been me!! Nvm... Next yr!! Next yr!!)

I full of craps nowadays... Doin nothin but watch K-drama n Variety show... My fastest record was 2 complete 12 episodes of K-Drama (Before & After: Plastic Surgery... Dope Siol!!) in 2 days... (18th & 19th Jan 2010)... Keke!!

Wat's Up?!

2010-01-17T14:26:00.002+08:00

Ok... Finally it's 2010... Last year had been a veri happenin yr 4 me... Such as gettin my Degree... Goin 4 my Adv Dip... Oh ya... Need I mention 5 of my same age colleague, childhood fren, close fren n ex-classmate got married??

I tot it was juz tat... 2 start off 2010... Tis qns kept on poppin everywhere... "Bila mau khawin ?!" direct translation... "When r u gettin married?!" Wazzup wid tat?!!! I mean... I'm still young k... I don c d urgency in gettin married... Correct?!! I still 1 2 enjoy my singlehood...

Well... Started off wid my new manager askin me if I am married? Ok la.. Coz she need 2 noe more since she needs 2 plan my roster... Den come my new colleagues... Wah sey!! But nvm... Mayb coz I look veri tired often?? * Late nights watchin K-Drama n Variety shows...Keke...*

Next come my childhood fren who juz got married recently... Askin my sis if I was ever engaged... WTH?!! Engaged 2 my werk got la... * But I wish I was engaged 2 either TOP or Wooyoung...Keke...* Den... She 1 2 intro some guys 2 both of us... Not tat DESPO yet la...

Next came my ex-collaegue... No wonder she's been lookin 4 me even after I left my werk place... Even invitin me 2 BBQs n Parties... Which I neva turn up coz of sch n werk... She actualli 1 2 hook me up wid a teacher?? Haiyoo...

Moral of d story... Sri/Sue needs her own space now... After dedicating her life 2 studying 4 d last 18 years... Needs some breathing space 2 do NOTHIN!! Mayb drool over cute guys?? Mayb... BUT NOT interested in a relationship now... But if it's God's will... Mayb I'll take it as it is...

Oh well... Tis song by Brian Joo (Fly to the Sky) called Bullet (Eng Version) is stating wat I feelin currently @ d moment... Well it Sucks!!

Brian Joo - Bullet (Eng Version)

I like the part when he said...
I'm so allergic to love...
I kept on passing it up...
It's so true...
I'm dodging the Bullet...

2010-01-13T20:00:00.003+08:00

I got into an accident while at werk 2day... N... I was BLEEDING...

2day marks d end of the 1st n many nite shifts I will b having in my new ward... We were all jokin... N suddenly WHAM!! My head hit against the Diet Trolley handle... I tot I was being d normal clumsy self I was... N i didn't noe tat I was bleedin until Sharinder shouted... "SRI!! U ARE Bleeding!!" There goes my left eyebrow...

Irritatingly... I was paraded ard d ward in order 2 look 4 my manager... Wid wet gauze over my forhead... I was asked to go 2 A&E 2 get myself stitched up n 2 raise an incident report... So not wantin 2 waste my Sleepin Day n rest day over tis incident...

I didn't go 2 A&E coz I don I 2 b stitched up... Can I say tat it's pretty deep cut?? Will not noe I will bleed till when coz it's still bleedin when I last check on my dressing...

TIRED OF WAITING

2010-01-05T14:38:00.003+08:00

2Pm - Woo Young

Happi New Year Every1!! Currently been 2 attracted to 2PM WOO YOUNG!!Had 2 put T.O.P aside.. Temporary... Juz Temporary... Keke... Him n his Ssanti dance... "Cute!!"...

I tink I like cute boys... No longer those Charismatic ones I gez?? Mayb a little bit of choco abs?? Ok... I'm daydreaming again... Keke...

Aniwaez... Been attracted to 2PM's - All Night Long... SEXY!! I Like!! (Not sounding like a pervert here though...) But I tink U would agree wid me here though... Especially when Taecyeon said d Shhh... Ahhh... Enuf 2 make u meltz... N I dunnoe y I muz listen 2 their Heartbeat @ least once a day nowadays... Juz 2 perk u my day... Like a cup of coffee... N All Night Long b4 I'm off 2 slp... But den... Their - Tired of Waiting pinches my heart a bit... Oh Well... It's juz a song... But it's similar 2 reality... Shucks!! Aniwaez... Enjoy pple!!

2PM - All Night Long

2PM - Tired of Waiting

2PM - Heartbeat

Wat I've been up 2...

2009-12-05T16:15:00.003+08:00

Recently... Been back 2 attachments... 4 more days 4 I'm back 2 reality...

Oso counting down 2 the Sundown Concert... Wee!!! 1 more wk 2 go!! I tink we muz coordinate our baju tat day so tat we don get lost?? Wat do u tink Sis n Fara?? Still haven practice d Abracadabra dance though... Or should I learn d Sign dance?? But den.. Tat muz bring Fan... Lazy 2 bring props...

Been watching OneDay (2pm + 2am) related vids n news... (BEAST SO GAY!! Wakaka... *Shah faints*) Jay... PLS COME BACK!! Hopefully he'll b back b4 tis yr ends... Juz wen I like 2PM... I wondered if dey'll haf a Concert in S'pore... My sis said tat 2PM had been 2 S'pore b4... N it was on my b'dae last yr 4 d Korean Concert... DAMMIT!! Urgghhh!!

Oh ya.. Back 2 attachments... D supervisor approached me again 2 ask if my confirmed ward posting is out oreli... Which is not known till d 14th I tink?? Hmm... Wonder if dey 1 me back?? D environment was as nice as my previous dept... But den... D werk load is similar but d workload on my back is d 1 killin me coz it's mostly geriatric n I realli haf 2 do 2 hourly turning n diaper rounds... Soon I'll b needin a back brace.... But d elderly r all so CUTE!!

18th is 57's BBQ... Dunnoe if I would b able 2 make it or not... But even if I could... It's gonnna b kinda odd coz I'm no longer tat close 2 dem... Tat sucks man... Oh well... Been hooked 2 2PM's Heartbeat... I realized tat I'm liking Rappers n B-boys more n more... Juz like d way dey would do d break dance moves and wen d randomly would juz rap bout anythin under d sun...

Aniwaez... Enjoy tis song by Owl City - Fireflies... My imagination was totali different wen I 1st heard of tis song... I was imaginin tis couple goin camping n some how dey see lots of fireflies n d fireflies becomes animated... But d real MV isn't wat I imagine... Sucks... But d fan made version is veri COOL!! Credits to: Universal Republic & hsac4life...

Owl City - Fireflies (Original MV)

Owl City - Fireflies (Fan Made MV)

My fav part of d song would b... I'd like to make myself believe... That planet Earth turns... Slowly... It's hard to say thta I'd rather stay awake... When I'm asleep... Coz everything is never as it seems...

Random tots...

2009-11-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

Ok... Tis is so random...

Juz finished watch MNet's Scandal... I so wanted 2 b JoKown girlfriend for a week!! Or mayb 4 eva?? Keke... K la... TOP over JoKwon DEFINITELY!! He's so nice... I loke his bod... Nick-Khun would b nice 2... But not so funni as JoKown... Mayb coz he's Thai... So more applicable coz nearer 2 Singapore mahz... Wakaka!! Haha... Ga-In got d perfect hubby (JoKwon) 4 We Got Married!! But a bit irritating wen he started 2 nag like a mother-in-law... Keke... I like shin ssanti(cheap) dance... Dirty Eyed Girls (Comprises of 2PM & 2AM members) Hwaiting!! Wakaka!!

Oh ya... My "hubby" will b veri bz... He's gonna star in lots of dramas n movies n hopefully his single is coming out soon!! Argghhh!! Pity him on his hectic schedule... Hopefully he doesn't collapse like last time... But den again... I get 2 c him more often... (+++ Points!!) Hmmm... Will 19 years old b shown in Singapore?? Hopefully it would... Shah... Wanna go n watch wid me if it's out?? Got Seung-ri n TOP!!

Wat I'm up 2...

2009-11-21T11:59:00.002+08:00

Been back 2 werk during d last 1 week... Not exactly back 2 werk though... Currently on my OJT... Abbreviation 4 "On Job Training"... Kinda missing d mopping ard d ward doin nothing but readin cases after cases during d last 1 mth... Now starting a actualli werk...

Back 2 my original Institution tis time round... But in a different setting and discipline... Nearly broke down though wen I found out where my posting will b... I was expectin 2 b in Medical... But I don expect 2 b in Medical-Geron... For God Sake!! I took Med-Surg... Not GERON!! Haiz... I juz felt tat wateva I've werked hard 4 d last 7 mths seems 2 haf gone down d drain...

I wanna b out of tis DREAM!! Should tis b 1... Been doin "Junior" werk... Bed-sponging after Bed-sponging... Bedpan after bedpan... Diaper changing after diaper changing... Feeding after feeding... Oh ya!! Shower after shower... 2 tink my Preceptor could joke about me passing my Advanced "Feeding" skills... It SUCKS TOTALLI!!

But somehow.. It was funni coz d department's supervisor came up 2 me n ask if I could stay on after d whole OJT thingie... But wat could I possibly say?? I can't even make decisions... Coz all d decisions will b made by d people downstairs... Urggghhh!! D onli thingie tat made my day was tis sentence by a cute 84 yr old Grannie... She say... "Missy... Lu saja dalam hati gua..." Which literally translates as "Missy.. I only haf you in my heart..."

Tat was so touching... Things like tis made me stayed on... But should I realli stay in tis department... I dunnoe if I had made justice 2 myself?? 1 week down... 3 weeks more 2 go... Not so looking 4ward 2 11th Dec...

PS: Should my theme b a Secret Agent or A Police woman?? Hmm... Oh Ya... Not goin 2 d Alumni gathering coz no body 2 go wid... Not even d MOM r goin...

Park Shin Hye - Without Words (You're Beautiful)

2009-11-21T11:40:00.004+08:00

Haha... Ok... As much as I don't 1 2 admit it... I'm now hooked on2 You're Beautiful... Thanks 2 Fara... My Sister n Esther... Dey got me hooked on... On well... But I was touched wen I watch tis scene from Episode 7... So SaD!! Yet Romantic... But Which version do U prefer?? D Female or Male Version?? But d meaning is so sincere... I preferred d Male version though...

Without Words - Park Shin Hye (Female Version)

Without Words - 9th Street (Male Version)

Current Playlist as of 14th Nov 2009

2009-11-14T12:54:00.016+08:00

Yoz... Gettin bored here... So I decided 2 come up wid d current playlist in my trusty handphone... Which I tink I can get fits should anythin goes wrong wid it... (Like seriously!! Coz I can throw a big temper noe...) *Pls note tat d songs r in alphabetical order... I'm a bit anal bout it... Me n my OCD wid music... Keke...*

Jo Kwon (2AM) & Whale - Dunk Shoot

Kim Tae Woo - Faster

2PM - Heartbeat

Kim Tae Woo (Feat. Lyn) - I Say Hey! You Say Yeah!

Lee Seung Gi - I Want You

SHINee - Jojo

Kim Tae Woo - Jum Jum Jum

Big Bang - Let Me Hear Your Voice

Lee Seunggi - Love Is

SS501 - Love Like This

Kim Tae Woo - Love Rain

Lee Seunggi - Melody

Kim Tae Woo - Memory & Remembrance

Big Bang - Ora Yeah!

Cherry Filter - Piannissimo

SHINee - Shinee Girl

Brown Eyed Girls - Sign

Kim Tae Woo - Something to Tell You Part 2

2PM - Tired of Waiting

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress

Tae Yang - Where You At

Park Bom - You and I

So tis is d list of current songs tat I've been listenin 2 lately... Hope who eva is interested in dem stays interested... Keke... Pls b nice coz it took me 1 whole day wid my Wan lagging... Sob... Sob...

Lee Seunggi - Love Is

2009-11-14T01:19:00.002+08:00

Currently... In order 2 bring up my mood of havin 2 wake up @ 4am 2 get 2 werk... N my missing the beach... (Dad still owe me tat drinking Killeney's coffee by d beach n eating pau... Hmph!!) I've been listening 2 tis song... Lee Seung Gi's - Love Is... 2 start of my crappy n moody day... (Kinda 2 lighten things up a little bit...) D starting wid d birds chirping... It has oreli made me imagine riding on a bike and breezing along d beach... I usualli ended up smiling to my self b4 reachin d train station... N gez who came across my mind oso... It's d faces of d members of M.O.M!! Saranghae M.O.M!! *Sue making d famous korean Saranghae sign* Embrace d lyrics k?? Doesn't it make u fall in love wid d world?? Lovely!! Enjoy...

Lee Seung Gi - Love Is

Credits: Sarangaia & bedifferent2

Tae Yang's - Wedding Dress

2009-11-13T23:09:00.003+08:00

Hihi... Delayed by 1 day... Totalli 4gotten bout Tae Yang's -Wedding Dress tat was out yesterday... D song is so McDreamy or wat?! But looks like he's using Ne-Yo's image... But wat d deck!! He looks darn cool alright!! N he's cute 2!! But not as cute as TOP!! *Faints*

But somehow... If u actualli watch till d end... Tis song protrays tat a guy n a girl can neva stay as frens 4 long... N should d guy like d girl... He should take action pwetty fast noe... (I'm mimicking Rebecca here... Wakaka!!) Oh well... Here it goes...

Btw... I've been contemplating whether I should compile all my all time fav music videos which I find veri colourful... Mayb over d wkend... Hmm... Off 2 watch 2D1N...

Tae Yang - Wedding Dress

Credits: YG Entertainment

Big Bang - Let Me Hear your Voice

2009-10-28T21:48:00.011+08:00

Haha!! Big Bang is BACK!! Wee... 2day is their long awaited MV tat dey haf been filming in secret is out... It's d opening song of a Jap Drama called Ohitorisama... Can't wait 4 d drama 2 b out!! D lead guy seem cute... Haha!! Their new song is called Let Me Hear You Voice... I realli tink tat their voice had realli matured n tat d harmony between Seungri, Tae Yang n Dae Sung realli made it a bonus!! I "melted" wen I 1st hear tis song...

T.O.P was lookin ever so HAWT in d vid n... Kiya!! I miss his rappin!! Ok la... Except 4 d latest Jap Big Bang album (Which i had meticulously listen 2 d CD onli once, since I'm tryin hard 2 protect it's integrity...) G-Dragon was lookin better... Coz I don realli like his curly blonde hair... Thank God!! Tat it's straightened... Oh well...

Btw... It's cool... I juz find out tat u can b a follower of a certain Blog coz so far der is 1 person who is willing 2 b mine... (I tot nobody is interested in my blog since I alwayz fantasize... Wakaka!!) Thanks 2 my 1 n onli follower... Lyna... Aniwaez... Enjoy d new song!! Kiya!! (Sue is hyperventilating now...)

Big Bang - Let Me Hear Your Voice

Lyrics (Japanese)

Sakki made no ame wa mou agatte

Asufaluto tadayou machi no nioi
Nee socchi mo mou hareteru yo ne
Nishi kara kaifuku surutte
Asa wa negate na kimi dakara nee
Mainichi chanto okirareteru kai?
Sonna koto imada ni shinpai shiteru yo

Hirogaru sora wa sou jiyuu de
Nani mo kawattenai keredo
Tonari ni ima wa tada… tada kimi ga inai dake

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no

Kimi to hajimete deatta no wa sou
Choudo ima kurai no kisetsu datta ne
Raito appu shita machinami ga
Kirei ni kagayaiteita
Nakimushi na kimi wa are kara yoku
Boku no kata ni odeko wo nokkete
Naiteta ne sono nukumori ni
Mushou ni furetaku naru

Hito wa dare demo sorezore ni nayami wo kakaete ikiru
Koware souna kokoro wo hisshi ni dakishimete

Koe wo kikasete
Yasashiku nareba motto
Aishiaeru hazu sa
Me wo sora sanai de
Koe wo kikasete
Karami tsuku fuan mo sabishisa mo koete yukou
Ima no kono kimochi ga kizuna ni naru

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl

Koe wo kikasete
Sunao ni nareba kitto
Wakari aeru hazu sa
Kokoro wo hiraite
Koe wo kikasete
Aruitekita michi wa bokutachi ni totte kitto
Taisetsu na STEP sa sono mirai e no”

Translation:

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

Credits: ibigbang.wordpress.com

Pls note:
Blue Colour is for GD's Rap
Red Colour is for T.O.P's Rap

PS: D meaning 2 d Rappin was so deep... Sighz... I can juz imagine T.O.P in front of me wen ever I listen 2 it... Ok... I noe... *Faints* Ahakz!!

Lee Seung Gi's Graduation

2009-10-23T23:36:00.005+08:00

T.O.P aka My HUBBY!!

Isn't he gorgeous??!! Oh ya... Juz finish watchin his debut in drama... I am Sam... Nice Drama!! Veri cute... No wonder dey took him 4 d part of a serial killer in IRIS... He's HAWTT!!

Ok... I noe I'm crazy n a bit S.E.L.O... But u can't blame me... T.O.P always comes 1st... Keke... Aniwaez... I was wonderin y yesterday's episode of Happy Together (A Korean Variety Show shown on KBS World)... MC Mong kept on disturbing Seung Gi tat he's clever... I juz found out tat he's a Graduate juz like me!! Kiya!! A "Bachelor!!" Like me!! Wakaka!! Keke... * Practically every1 rolls deir eyes...* Don read tis entry if u don 1 2... He DAMN CLEVER hor... Majoring in International Trade n Commence... Wah... Tough subjects... Practically things tat makes me doze off if u try 2 get me in2 such conversations... Look @ him in his regalia... 2 tink we graduate in d same year?! Wee...
Wahh!! HANDSOME NYE!! I like his cert lor... NICE!! Ehk... Where is his tail?? Hmm... Nvm... Credits: Winnie @ winniethepoohandfriends.wordpress

Oh ya... 2day D MV 4 G-Dragon's Butterfly is out... Tink is d last song 4 d trilogy MV tat he's releasing... 1st was Heartbreaker... 2nd was Breathe and lastly is Butterfly... N I tot originally was suppose 2 b A Boy... But wat d heck rite?? D 1st song tat I fell in love wid wen I 1st listen 2 his Solo Album... D kind of song tat u would listen wen u r crusing by d sea... Smooth groove baby!! D vid kinda reminds me of Kingdom Hearts n Alice in Wonderland don u tink??

Everytime... I come close to you... (Everytime I'm feeling you..)
Feel like... I'm gonna dream everytime... (I get Butterfly...)

G-Dragon - Butterfly

Credits: YGEntertainment

Juz realised sumthing... My blog is no longer bout wat my reality is but rather wat I fantasize... Mayb like wat Prof. said... I still haven landed... Orbiting somewhere in outer space... Keke... Oh well... A girl gotta keep herself happy doesn't she?? Off 2 watch Seung Gi's Brilliant Legacy / Shining Inheritance...

Clazziquai Project - Tell Yourself

2009-10-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

I juz can't seem 2 start my day without listenin 2 Clazziquai Project's - Tell Yourself... Especially since Alex (Saranghae <3!!) style="font-family: arial;"> off 2 listening 2 d Jap Version on MTV Asia... Oh ya... Btw, I'm officially back 2 clinical attachments n finishing my final 2 mths now... Oh well... Soon!! It's back 2 reality 4 mua... Aniwaez... Enjoy tis song... Hopefully it peaks up ur day like it did mine... Oh ya... Currently suddenly thinking of my favourite all time favourite... Thicke's - Brand New Jones...

Clazziquai Project - Tell Yourself

Thicke - Brand New Jones

PS: Juz finish watch 6 episodes of I am Sam... T.O.P is HOT!! Gonna go 2 d Bodyworks Exhibition wid my "arch enemy" aka Missy Chun Yi... She'll definiely will b bullied by me... Keke... N 2 my "special" some1... My Maknae... I noe he won't noe tis... Coz he does not noe I haf my own blog... Faizal!! U so not goin 2 d Bodyworks tis time round... Wakaka!! Coz of u la... I nearly went broke wen we 1st go 2gether wid my sister... Haha... I miss our triplet science outings...

Lee Seung Gi - Let's Break Up

2009-10-18T20:23:00.002+08:00

I juz cannot not shake off Seung Gi's "Goody 2 Good" image... He's like d perfect guy... N like wat Kang Hodong said... If I ever gonna haf a son... I would like my son 2 b juz like him... (Not tat I'm no longer attracted 2 my hubby aka T.O.P... Juz tat his IRIS eng sub r not out yet.. If d DVD is out in Singapore!! I'll surely buy... But his I AM SAM is out...Onli tat no eng sub... 2pid!! Sob... Sob...)

Aniwaez... Seung Gi attracts me 1st in KBS World - 2 Days 1 Night... Coz he's d Maknae n is loved n dote on by d rest of his Hyungs... Actualli liked all of d cast... Like Hodong (Wild Siberian Tiger!!)... MC Mong (Wild Monkey!!) ... Kim C... Ji Won (Choding!! Keke...)... Seugeun... Can't wait 4 dier next episode!! Dey r such funni guys... I hope I can go on trips like dem... Dier trips r veri fun!!

Aniwaez... Kinda addicted 2 Seung Gi's new song... Let's Break Up... I like d "Lie... Lie... Lie... Lie... Lie..." part... Juz found d eng translated version... Didn't noe tat d lyrics r veri "sharp" sia... Like my heart kena poked @ wen I read it... Damn... If u 1 2 break up... Tis song is veri... WAH SEY!! Better counter it wid his Will U Marry Me... If he ask me... Mayb I might consider.. Provided T.O.P haven ask me oreli la... C 1st who ask 1st... *Shah faints..* Oh ya!! Lookin 4ward 2 d Sundown Festival!! Hopefully I can make it!!

Lee Seunggi - Let's Break up

Lee Seunggi - Will you Marry Me?

2009-10-15T19:40:00.005+08:00

Haha!! Tis is so random!! I juz found out somethin 2 day!! Big Bang is coming up wid their 3rd Japanese single... Title: Let Me Hear Your Voice... N gez wat?!! Dey r coming up wid d album on my b'dae!! Woopee!! I'm so gonna get it 4 myself!! Wakaka!!

Oh ya... It's D day 4 Taeyang... He's new single is out... Wah!! He's DAMN HOT!! Nice voice... Veri SEXY!! Keke... Here it is... Where U At by Taeyang...

PS: Sori JC...No time 2 upload 2day's outing on2 FB n blog bout it... My arms seems like tat dey don belong 2 me n d rope burns r killing me... But I can't help it... IF pasal Big Bang... I need 2 blog... Keke....

Credits 2: ibigbang.wordpress.com , YG Entertainment

True Romance by Drunken Tiger

2009-10-10T17:40:00.002+08:00

Hihi... Juz finish editin my song playlist on my blog... D 1st song tat u r currently listenin n might haf paused even b4 it started is True Romance by Drunken Tiger... I juz fell in love wid d song man... Wen I 1st listen... I imagine myself by d beach n baskin in d sun while listenin 2 tis song... N some how in my imagination... Jeng3... T.O.P is der beside me!! Wakaka!! (How I wish!!) Nowadays... I've been cranky... Dunnoe y... Cranky in wat sense?? Daydreaming bout T.O.P la.. Wat else...

Den... Wid d recent activities like muggin 4 exams n impromptu outing wid JC after classes... Gonna miss those times sia... Esp since we r in different shift... Funnily, Rozi, My sis n I r in d same shift...

Oh ya!! I realli MISS M.O.M... Despite meetin some of dem 2 celebrate Shaf's b'dae on Thurs... I miss Sally!! Wah like Donkey yrs sia neva c her... (Sue exaggerate sia...) Wen r we goin 2 haf fun pple??!! Now tat Faht is drivin... Mayb we can make a fund whereby we can use d money 2 pay 4 d parking coupon n petrol?? I tink it's onli right la... Coz if u tink bout takin a taxi ride... It'll coz d same rite?? How bout it ya??

PS: M.O.M... Make up ur mind bout d BBQ cum Picnic k?? I wanna go cyclin la... (How izit related ar?? Wakaka!! I wanna cycle 2 Changi Point again la...)

Somethin Interesting!!

2009-10-10T17:05:00.003+08:00

Haha... My sis juz reminded me of a Korean song turn Korean wen we r watching Dhoom 2... Another of my Korean song turn another language... So here it is... It's an OST 2 a Hindi Movie called Race... It's called Pehli Nazar Mein... But tis song is originally a Korean Drama - My Sassy Girl Choon Hyang OST... Korean version is call Sarangehaeyo... Wahh!! My sis prefer d Hindi version better coz it has tat oriental feel 2 it... But I tink got a bit difference in d feelin it is protrayin... D Hindi version is kinda tokin bout how much d guy loves d girl... While d Korean version is more of a sad version... Coz it is protraying a breakup which is linda like a no choice thingie... So SaD!! Enjoy!!

Pehli Nazar Mein - Race OST (Hindi Version)

Sarangehaeyo - My Sassy Girl Choon Hyang OST (Korean Original version)

Love Club

2009-10-09T14:47:00.003+08:00

Realised tat I haf not been writin bout Big Bang recently... But hack!! Aniwaez... Tis song haf been playin in my playlist like 4 dunnoe how many times... It's 1 of their recent full English song... Wee!! Love Club... I would like 2 go 2 1 n meet up wid T.O.P!! Keke... Oh ya... Tae Yang (YB) new album is coming out soon... But his new song... Where u at... Will b out tis 15th... Kiya!! Can't wait!! Oh ya... Happi Belated 21st B'dae Shaf!! Welcome 2 d club!! Tis song is 4 u!!

Big Bang - Love Club

Pygmalion Effect

2009-09-27T12:45:00.004+08:00

Wahhh!! U noe wat?! I'm learnin something each day even while I listen 2 Korean songs... I was listening 2 Hwayobi's - Pygmalion Effect and wondered wat it meant... So... Decided 2 look it up... Didn't noe tat it is some psychology theory thingie...

Pygmalion Effect
People tend to live up to what's expected of them and they tend to do better when treated as if they are capable of success.

So the Pygmalion Effect has come to mean "you get what you expect." If you expect disaster, your expectations may well be met in a kind of "self-fulfilling prophecy," yet another catch phrase about the pressure of expectations.

*Hmm... Andy didn't say tis in class wen we discuss bout d self-fulfilling prophecy... Oh Well...*

Aniwaez... Enjoy d tis song!! Can't seem 2 find d english lyrics 2 tis song... Hmm...

Pygmalion Effect - Hwayobi

Songs Comparison

2009-09-27T11:59:00.003+08:00

Taking some time off from my assignments... Decided 2 put up some English Songs turned Korean... (Obviously I preferred d Korean version Better!! Wakaka!!) But it's up 2 u 2 decide.... But d meaning is not d same though... If u notice... Some of the title is similar while some...D beats r d same...

Forever or Never by Cinema Bizarre (English Version)

Forever or Never - SHINee (Korean Version)

Deal with It - Corbin Bleu (English Version)

Juliette - SHINee (Korean Version)

Right Round - Flo Rida (English Version)

Right Round - DJ Shine (Korean Version)

Hwayobi's -- Rose

2009-09-24T21:31:00.002+08:00

I likee... D new album bout Hwayobi... She's not afraid 2 question and answer d ups n downs in love... So Superb!! I like Hwayobi's image in tis MV... She tryin 2 b a guy n protrayin love from a guy's point of view.... D lyrics is oso veri meanin full....

Pls enjoy tis vid as much as I do!! Saranghae...<3

Gonna Miss Dem Girls

2009-09-23T18:15:00.004+08:00

Currently... Left wid 1 more wk of sch 2 go... Followed by 2 wks of study wk which includes 2 exam papers... Den... All d way till Mid Nov attachments b4 goin back 2 werk...

Recently been havin inpromptu outings wid ADMS09 girls aka Mc D's Gang... Not all... Onli consist of d tudung girls in d class... Consist of...Rozita - D eldest n d permanent cast of "LOST"... Twin Sis - 2nd eldest in d grp aka JC's poking bag and Korean Celup... Myself - 3rd eldest in d grp aka "Full of Shit" girl... N lastly, Fara - Jepun Celup (JC)...

Gonna miss dem girls.... Not forgettin our onli Malay Celup member... Cherry (from Phillipines) aka "MANGKOK!!"...

So where r we goin next?! Onli GOD noes... Will b lookin 4ward2 Rozi's F1 driving n gettin lost in some ulu part of Singapore yet again... Keke...

Potential Outings:
- Singapore Zoo
- Sentosa (Luge n Megazip Park!!)
- Kampung Stay @ Lost's Kampung
- Trip 2 somewhere?! (KIV Diving... Yikes!! I'll b stayin on d boat pple...)

PS: Contact us @ 1900 - TakMaluKePe?? (Wakaka!!) if u r interested!! Provided u don mind being in Rozi's car boot!! Keke...

UOS Class of 2009!!

2009-09-18T23:48:00.005+08:00

Finalli... 2day makes d day whereby I realli made my parents proud n tat I haf a veri gd sense of achievement... I walked up d stage... N all d feelings came rushin down 2 me... I have endured a lot of things during d last 3 yrs juz 2 attain u...

D frequent nite shifts so tat I can accomodate study time 2 prepare 4 exams... D beautiful relationship tat I had 2 let go juz so tat I can concentrate n achieve my dreams... Gainin new friendship and my old frens (esp. M.O.M Sally n Aishah) juz being der as my source of encouragement n guinea pigs (practically hearin me whine about how tough it was...) D monetary support tat my parents had been givin me n no matter how tired dey r neva fail n fetch my sis n I from sch... Knowin tat we had 2 b on d mornin shift d followin day... N how dey tried 2 stand d messiness we made out of d living room n our bedroom... N practically havin 2 buy cupborads 2 accomodate our "nursing related library"...

All those had remain as beautiful memories had I had thru those darkest periods... Thank u every1 who had made tis happen n sori 4 hurting u in a way during tis experience... I'm proud to present 2 u my end product of who I am 2day...

Sri Sukarti Binte Mostafa Bin Abdollah

Bachelor of Health Sciences (Nursing)

University of Sydney

Class of 2009

Things I'm due wid...

2009-09-10T22:36:00.004+08:00

D following r d things tat I'm havin up 2 my neck... I realli need d break n my headache is realli killing me!!

~~Health Assessment - 8th Sept~~
~~Elderly Workshop - 9th Sept~~
~~HS 8466 - Advanced Medical Surgical Nursing II (Exam) - 10th Sept~~
~~Field Visit - SGH Renal HD - 11th Sept~~
~~Research Proposal Presentation - 15th Sept~~
~~HS 8465 - Advanced Medical Surgical Nursing I (Exam) - 17th Sept~~
~~Field Visit - St. Andrew's Community Hospital & Graduation Day - 18th Sept~~
~~3000 words written assignment 4 Research Proposal - 22nd Sept~~
Hari Raya Gathering wid d Med-Surg Muslim students + Karaoke (Tentatively) - 28th Sept
Health Management Presentation Case 4 - TBC
Portfolio Presentation - 1st Oct
Health Management Exam - 8th Oct
Psychosocial Exam - 12th Oct

PS: 2 my dear frens... If I didn't contact u guys... So sori... As u can c... I'm a veri bz woman...