My Tots...

Dunnoe wat is wrong wid me nowadays... Been forgetful... Lost my locker key a while back... But eventualli found by my neighbour... But 2 late oreli made extra 2 copies of them... Now I haf 3 locker keys... WTH?!

Tot i lost my organizer but eventualli found out tat i've left it in my locker yesterday... Need some Ginko Biloba i presume??

Attended JVS SDP on last Fri (20/4/2007)... Been a long time back 2 NP... Wanted 2 meet some old pple but ended up meetin Ding Jun n Tasha... But conversation wid Ding Jun was 4 a while onli since he had 2 go somewhere... Met up wid Tasha aka Trash n went 4 dinner wid her, Shah, Shaf n her "excess baggage"... Wakaka!! Had dinner @ Pizzahut JP... Trash BELANJA!! Like WOOTZ!! (Pictures can b found in Shah's Blog)...

4gotten 2 mention Sally's B'day coz been 2 bz wid werk and studies... HAPPY BELATED B"DAY GAL!! Celebrated it on THE DAY wid the M.O.M gals despite bein in pain... Wakaka!! Cool or wat?! (Pictures can b found in Sally's Blog)...

Not in the mood 2 take any pictures nowadays...

Kinda hate my life now... It seems tat my life had been controlled by my urge 2 gif my bez in both werk n studies tat i can feel it takin a toil on me...

Relationship wise... Haiz... I dunnoe... I tot everythin was goin fine until my mom ask me whether i had any problems wid my 'u noe who'... I tot tat it was juz a casual remark n juz brushed it off... But 1 of my gd fren sense tat there was somethin wrong wid me... Even when i sounded happi when tokin 2 her... She ask me 2 straightened out my tots n i realise tat we do haf a prob...

Mentioned it 2 'u noe who' but he said there seems 2 b no prob... But i believe there is... It seems tat our relationship is juz like back when we r in our poly days... Mayb we should take time 2 cool off?? If realli, tis is gonna b the 4th time i'm takin a time off...

I feel like takin up a sport 2 put my mind in focus but wat sport should i take?? My time is limited tis days... I needed somethin or do somethin 2 help myself but wat??

Comments any1?? Idea of rock-climbin is fine wid me but who would wanna do it wid me?? Hope the M.O.M is free??

Oh ya if any1 need a shoppin partner next wk, pls include me k... Provided tat i'm off tat day coz i juz gotten my paycheck... Wakaka!!

Arggh!! In Pain!!

Last 2 days was a terrible day 4 me... On the 3rd of April... Woken up by a sharp pain in the epigastric (somewhere near the middle of my chest) region... Tot it was the normal attack... But tis time was worst... Attack me @ an interval of 5 mins... Tat i started cryin coz each attack got worse... Mom insisted tat i go 2 DEM (Dept of Emergency Medicine aka A&E 2 layman)... But i protest coz the tot of me havin 2 fast, put on drip n pple probin my a**... Not a gd idea... Gettin slightly better by 0800hrs...

Visited my GP... Greated by another doc... He veri funni la... But make me tink bout my symptoms.. Probability of gastritis, acute pancreatitis, acute cholecystitis, CA Stomach was the worse case scenario...

Actualli worried if it realli was CA Stomach... The pain is better now... Went 2 celebrate Sally's 21st B'dae yesterday despite bein in pain... Anywayz, 2 Sally, Happi 21st B'dae gal!! So sori had 2 cut the outin short...

As I'm writin, the pain is back... But i don 1 2 worry my parents... I dunnoe if i should go 4 another check up @ werk n let the doctors decide 4 me??

I'm so scared... My family do haf history of CA... But not the stomach... Wat 2 do??

Confused n frustrated!!