Wat I'm up 2...

Been back 2 werk during d last 1 week... Not exactly back 2 werk though... Currently on my OJT... Abbreviation 4 "On Job Training"... Kinda missing d mopping ard d ward doin nothing but readin cases after cases during d last 1 mth... Now starting a actualli werk...

Back 2 my original Institution tis time round... But in a different setting and discipline... Nearly broke down though wen I found out where my posting will b... I was expectin 2 b in Medical... But I don expect 2 b in Medical-Geron... For God Sake!! I took Med-Surg... Not GERON!! Haiz... I juz felt tat wateva I've werked hard 4 d last 7 mths seems 2 haf gone down d drain...

I wanna b out of tis DREAM!! Should tis b 1... Been doin "Junior" werk... Bed-sponging after Bed-sponging... Bedpan after bedpan... Diaper changing after diaper changing... Feeding after feeding... Oh ya!! Shower after shower... 2 tink my Preceptor could joke about me passing my Advanced "Feeding" skills... It SUCKS TOTALLI!!

But somehow.. It was funni coz d department's supervisor came up 2 me n ask if I could stay on after d whole OJT thingie... But wat could I possibly say?? I can't even make decisions... Coz all d decisions will b made by d people downstairs... Urggghhh!! D onli thingie tat made my day was tis sentence by a cute 84 yr old Grannie... She say... "Missy... Lu saja dalam hati gua..." Which literally translates as "Missy.. I only haf you in my heart..."

Tat was so touching... Things like tis made me stayed on... But should I realli stay in tis department... I dunnoe if I had made justice 2 myself?? 1 week down... 3 weeks more 2 go... Not so looking 4ward 2 11th Dec...

PS: Should my theme b a Secret Agent or A Police woman?? Hmm... Oh Ya... Not goin 2 d Alumni gathering coz no body 2 go wid... Not even d MOM r goin...