Schedule 4 End Dec 08' n Jan '09...

29th Dec - Morn shift

30th Dec - Morn shift

31st Dec - Out 2 Changi wid Family 4 gathering n celebrate Mom's n Bak Kassim B'dae...

1st Jan - Morn shift (Meetin Faht n her frens after 1430hrs in d ward...)

2nd Jan - Lesson followed by Wildcatz training...

3rd Jan - Morn shift

4th Jan - Morn shift

5th Jan - Nite shift (1st time nite wid n SSN!! It's wid Mastura!! Finalli!! Wakaka!! * Sri goes ard shaking hands wid all her HD gerls...* Wakaka!!)

6th Jan - Nite shift (Same rules re: how 2 contact Su when she's on nite coz she get pissed off easily... Hee...)

7th Jan - Nite shift

8th Jan - Nite shift

9th Jan - Slpin Day followed by Wildcatz training in d evening... (Hopefully can attend coz injured myself during warm-ups last training...)

10th Jan - Day Off

11th Jan - Rest Day (Lessons in d afternoon...)

12th Jan - Public Holiday Replacement (25/12/08)

13th Jan - Public Holiday Replacement (1/1/09)

14th Jan - Rest Day

15th Jan - Afternoon shift

16th Jan - Morn shift followed by Wildcatz Training in d evening

17th Jan - Morn shift

18th Jan - Morn shift

19th Jan - Day Off

20th Jan - Afternoon shift

21st Jan - Morn shift

22nd Jan - Rest Day

23rd Jan - Afternoon shift (Hopefully can swap shift wid Chun Hua so tat I can attend training...)

24th Jan - Morn shift

25th Jan - Afternoon shift

PS: Tat's all folks!! Check my blog as n when u wanna date me kz?? It might change due 2 unforeseen circumstances... Nitez!!

Rain in M-Net KM Music Festival - 10th Yr Anniversary

I was watching Arirang (Starhub Cable channel) wid Twin Sis on Sun Morn @ 0100hrs... We couldn't slp... Was channel surfin n we found... M-net KM Music Festival... N gez wat??!! RAIN performed!! Arggghh!! I was in luv again!! Hee... HE was celebrating his 10th yr in d industry oso... Watch tis performance... Super coolness or wat?? Siti Sue!! Watch kz?? Aishah... U'll haf 2 admit he's hot after watchin tis vid...

~ Part 1 ~

~ Part 2 ~

D bez part was wen he wink his eyes... His body was like... Arrggghh!! Gorgeous or wat??!! Haha!! *Sri faints*

Post Nite

Last week was chaotic... Let's haf a run thru...

22nd Dec - Woken up early in d morn 2 celebrate Mom n Dad's 29th Wedding Anni... Went down 2 Tekka 2 haf breakfast @ d old authentic Komala Villas Restraunt like wat my family used 2 since young... Went 2 Mustafa Centre 4 a "walk" n decided 2 by a Black LG ViewTy so tat i can use it till my HP got repaired... Went home early so tat can get some shut eyes coz doing last nite 4 d yr n since I've not done any nitez 4 d last 4 mths... Mom oso 1 2 cook some potato puree soup 4 aunt (Aunt wasn't in d bez of health - has HCC) since she's oso celebratin her 29th Wedding Anni n d same day... Went down 2 visit her wid d family b4 family send us(Twin Sis n I) off 4 werk... She wasn't lookin gd... Twin sis was tellin me... "I don tink she can survive till tis wkend..." I'm juz worried tat my aunt unable 2 c my cuz gettin married tis wkend... It's her 1st child aniwaez... He breathing was oreli laboured wen we visited her... Sometimes, when u r a nurse n had been in d line 4 quite sometime, der r certain signs n symptoms tat u cannot stop tinkin bout it... 1st nite was ok... Devi was sayin tat I was muz better now... She said last time wen I did nite wid her... I alwaez haf a cramp look on my face... Now I'm even smilin n jokin... Well... I gez I'm oreli gettin used 2 HD n my role... Hee... Gez I'm gettin better each day?? Oh ya... DAMN d 1st half... Guys get veri whiney wen dey r sick... So much 4 high pain threshold!! BS lor!! Kaoz!! Dr. NG was cute... He called my professor juz b coz i easily got d NG tube into d pt 2 decompress d pt's stomach... Up till date, d pt call me professor oso...

23rd Dec - Had difficulty slpin... Kept on tossin n turnin in bed... Nite was kinda bad coz I onli manage 2 sit down d next day @ 0630hrs... 1st thing after passin report, send pt off 4 E-op... Mind u, d chest tube came off while dey r changin d pt in2 d OT gown... Haiyoo... Mcm ER... Pt's BP went down as me n Dr Teo send d pt down... Luckily no need 2 wait in d reception straight away send 2 OT... Prior 2 sendin d pt down, when dey r all gettin d patient readi, another patient from OT came by... Haiyoo... Had 2 settle d veri sick pt... Had 2 settle d new pt... Family some more Argghh!! Irritating... Where got doc update family in d middle of d nite??!! Unless pt veri sick la dey!! Accepted another BGIT followed by an Acute Pancreatitis case luckily staggered time... If not, my job would neva had been finished... Oh ya!! Havin difficulty settin plug 4 tat cute "Ah-ma" n she whack off her plug wen we r not lookin... Kaoz!! It took me 3 attempts n d Doc 4 attempts b4 successful insertion kz... Kaoz!!

24th Dec - Received SMS from cuz (bride) tat aunt wasn't lookin 2 gd... Her uncle n her decided 2 send my aunt off 2 hosp since she's having laboured breathin while uncle was @ werk... Eve of Christmas... Hope tat everythin would b better... But no!! Got 1 senile patient... Haiyoo... His veins r d worse!! He was veri old n deaf on both ears... He kept on shoutin d whole nite... D pt who coz me lotsa trouble on d 1st nite oso cannot tahan him n dey literally fight wid each other verbally n shoutin vulgarities... I dunnoe whether 2 laugh or stop dem from fightin... Wakaka... Some more tat "Ah- Kong" deaf lor... No point shouting... Tried settin plug 3 times... D "Ah-Kong" so cute... He said... " Another time u poke, I'll punch u..." I can't stop laughing coz he realli cute n his hands r oreli in a fist wen I tried settin his plug... D nite doc, she attempted 5 times... Tis time round, veri unsuccessful... Waited 4 d HD MO... Neva appeared @ all despite callin him... COWARD!! Felt bad had 2 pass on 2 d morn shift... But d "Ah-Kong" so cute, wen I poke him 2 check sugar level, he said "Thank You ar Missy!" I was... Dotz!!

25th Dec - Parents was sweet... Picked Twin Sis n I up from werk... Didn't manage 2 visit aunt d nite b4 since kinda bz in d ward... Had breakfast @ d hawker centre opposite Vivo... On d way home, Mom received call from Aunt's younger bro... Aunt doesn't had much time left... Mom broke down... Dad drop us off @ home n speed off back 2 SGH... Ard 0930hrs... I receive call from cuz tat my Aunt had oreli pass on... May Allah Bless her... Parents asked us 2 stay @ hm instead since we didn't haf a gd rest d day b4... Didn't manage 2 attend d funeral... Was unable 2 get any slp still coz my house phone kept on ringing non-stop resulting from concerned relatives n wonderin whether d deceased would b goin home 1st or straight 2 d cemetery from d hospital... Arggh!! Manage 2 onli start slpin @ 1300hrs... Felt veri bad thru out d whole shift... Was uneventful... Manage 2 go by d nite peacefully... Y r we able 2 visit her everyday while she's in d hosp... But y wasn't i able 2 visit her 4 d last time?? Mayb i can't c my cuz face... My mom said Faizal (bro of d bride) look bad... He's been cryin I juz can't look @ him... We grew up 2gether... He's oreli like my younger bro... Tat once jovial guy who had d same intereset as me, now look so fragile n sunken... Brought my cuz inlaw, who's an ID nurse back in Malaysia, ard d ward... She was fascinated wid everythin... Including d Hibirub n Hepa Filter... Hee...

26th Dec - Contemplatin 2 go 4 trainin or not... Coz still in mournin... Faht sms d previous day whether 1 2 go 2 Queensway... Missin M.O.M n wantin 2 c Fir's new hair do, decided 2 go despite not in d bez of moods... I had onli 2 hrs of slp prior 2 tat... My late aunt's face kept on flashing b4 me... I spaced out during most of d conversation... I dunnoe whether it was due 2 fatigue or guilt... Fir bored us wid d ranking system of his platoon... (More interested in NPCC la dey...) Manage 2 drag d gang minus Sally (she's in Malaysia) down 4 training... It was our 5th last training b4 d tournament... Had 2 drag out my butt there... Wasn't in d mood 4 trainin... M.O.M was nice 2 "help" out during trainin... Fir was hyper or wat??!! Haiyoo... BUt dey r superb la... Last time dey all from was it Team 7 or Squad 7 (Street soccer grp which dey formed during Sec Sch days...) Shah is tennis player... Shaf is a soccer player... Faht is a floorball player... Fir is a Rock-climber, Soccer player n National Baseballer...Tat's y dey so hyper... ME!! A non-sports person tryin 2 compete wid 'em... Wah... Die lor!! I gez I "elbowed" Fir while tryin 2 distract him?? Wakaka!! But i gez trainin was better... But den again... My apologies 2 Wildcatz... I wan't in d mood... N most of d time, I tend 2 space out during last trainin... Sori pple... Will try my bez durin d next trainin... 2 Xin, thanks 4 ur comment n tips!! Will take note of 'em... Journey hm was funni wid juz Shah n Fir... Both Shah n me was makin fun of all d exercises Fir was tellin n tryin 2 teach us (he learnt 'em during IPPT) on our way home... My whole body was aching btw...

27th Dec - Attended Cuz's weddin... I was dead against attendin d weddin coz I believe d weddin should not go on... I juz tot tat it's ok 2 go on wid d Akad Nikah "Malay version of ROM" but not d whole buffet thingie d followin day... Every1 is suppose 2 b in mouring remember?? It was realli against my moral ethics I tell u... I was naggin how it was against my moral ethics a d way... But Dad said, mayb, my late aunt 1 it 2 still go on despite her passing on?? But... U've got brains 2 tink don u?? Was not realli in a gd mood d whole day coz was veri upset wid d whole event... But end of d day, was entertained by my nieces n nephew... Namely, d 4 stooges... Akmal, Aishah, Aiman n Alia (Amoi)... Every1 found 'em weird coz dey r purely of chinese blood by dey spk gd malay... Coz their dad is a pure chinese n their mom (my cuz) is a mixed... Dey so cute!! Dey perk up my day... How innocent children can get??

28th Dec - D buffet day... Was realli not in a gd mood... Not enuf slp... Veri upset... My cuz can still smile... Arggh!! WTH!! Everybody was complainin y no music... My dad decided 2 cancel off d whole live band... R dey dumb?? We r in mourning mind u!! Decided 2 juz hid 1 corner... Rather den throwin a long face, might as well entertain my nieces n nephews... Had 2 b in charge of d wedding favours... Haiyoo... Distance aunt was like... "Control d favours... Don gif away ani how..." I was like... It won't finish lor... True enuf, there's another box (3/4 size of a fridge) of favours left... N d favours r DAMN sweet lor... Dey r muffins wid frostings btw... Was on high heels 1 whole day... Leg is aching now...

Tat's all wat I've been up 2 d whole week... D wk is gonna b hectic again... But 2day marks d first day of d new system... Wen home @ 1535hrs sharp... Cool!!

PS: I bought 5 new LBD books 2day!! Those interested can borrow 'em from me, provided I'm done wid 'em... Hee...

Zone out!!

MY APOLOGIES PPLE!! Said wanted 2 blog but I was practically dozing off wen my computer was starting up... Tat goes 2 show how tired I am... 2 hours of sleep... Not a gd idea... U'll tend 2 zone out... Like SERIOUSLY!! Especially wen u don do nites 4 like 4 mths... Wid guilt in my mind... Mayb I wasn't in tip-top condition... Oh well... Off 2 Lala land... Tmr is d wedding... Feelin kinda inhumane 4 me 2 attend... Haiz... Will tell d story wen I'm much settled down...

Pre-nite

Time check 1441hrs... Another 6 more hours 2 go b4 nite shift starts... My annual leave if officially over... Back 2 reality... Haiz... Aniwaez, juz got back from goin 2 Tekka wid parents... So called celebrated Dad n Mom's Weddin Anniversary... Weee!! 29th year mind u... Hee...

Had a walk in Mustafa Centre... Decided 2 gif up on my hp... Bought myself a new hp which will later b Dad's coz I don realli intend 2 let go of my Sony Ericsson G900... I still love it so much 2 gif it up... (Funni... A love between hp n it's owner... Wakaka!!) Bought a black LG ViewTy... Recommended as alwaez by my Twin sister... Funnily, when i was queuing up 2 get my hp purchased, my hp came back 2 life... Surprise... Surprise... I'm juz worried if I went down 2 get somethin from Cheers @ nite 4 a while, pple can contact me but i juz can't answer their call coz d prob is wid d touch screen... I'm juz worried bout emergencies in d ward @ nite... But won't do much 2 d black ViewTy coz like i've said, it's Dad's...

Aniwaez, decided 2 send it 2 Sony Ericsson Service Centre after my nite shift tis Fri... Hopefully I can still open my eyes... Btw, got a surprise 2day oso... Fir, contacted me... Kinda shocked 2 hera his voice... Wasn't expectin him 2 call since he's in camp... Cool... He said he had some time 2 spare... Tat was nice of him... Actualli, he was patient enuf 2 update me on NS n my 2pid ideas bout NS... Coz I'm veri blur wen it comes 2 NS coz no siblings who wen 4 NS mahz... Den my cuz r all not sociable pple... So ya... He told me bout puttin on weight... Put on Weight??!! He ar... I realli no comment... Appetite damn good ar bro??!! Den comes d 2pid qns... How's d weather in Tekong?? He was like... "Tekong?? I'm in Bukit Panjang camp la dey..." Ok la... I dunnoe mahz... I tot all Army NS guys haf 2 go Tekong 1st mahz... Ok... So, I'm realli 2pid bout NS... But d hell... @ least, I dunnoe i clear my doubts wat... Correct??

Thank God!! Fir called... Was feelin kinda blue... Received some bad news... But Dad said it's ok... Hp got prob... AL was bad... Aunt's not lookin 2 gd... Nite shift... (Not lookin 4ward 2 it...) Haiz... Thanks bro 4 makin me laugh @ ur jokes... I mish MOM... Oh ya!! Shah... Ur msg was sarcastic... But @ least it makes me noe tat u miss me... Awww!! (I noe... *Aishah pukes* Wakaka!!)

K lahz... Gtg... Me Mom ask 2 go n haf my nap b4 startin nite shift later... Ttow!! (Ok Sally copyrights reserved... Ahakz!!)

PS: I might not b bloggin 4 d next 4 dayz unless somethin happenin happen durin my nite... So, 4 those who frequent my blog, don me kz?? Hee...

Argghh!!

Left wid 2 days till my AL is over... Didn't blog yesterday lest pple wid call me so free... Coz I'm actualli DAMN free lor...

Yesterday - Was supposedly 2 go down 2 werk 2 pass d data sheet 4 research 2 Godzilla... HP goes haywired... Threatened HP tat will b sold off if doesn't recover by today... (I noe wat u tinkin... Yupz, Sri tok 2 non-livin objects 2!! Wakaka!! Tat shows how bored how bored I was...) Lost of mood, changed out of my clothes n back 2 surfin d net... Feelin bored... After readin tons of one-shot comics online... (Found a new online comics webbie... So happi!!) Decided 2 watch d continuation of Steak Paradise recorded by "DEAR" Twin sis... (Practically we had tis thingie bout food... Even watchin how it was being made... But go figure... Y we never turned up as Chefs oso dunnoe... But got 2 in d family 2 feed us... Mom... An uncertified Chef n Eldest sis... D onli certified Chef in d family... If i was given a choice, I'd b a Patisseur... Which my twin sis said, she won't b shocked since I haf a sweet tooth...) Made me 1 2 eat BK's Mushroom Swiss Double after watchin d part on Pat's n Geno's Cheese Steaks Burger "wit" Cheese... 2 satisfy my cravings... Dragged Mom n Twin Sis down 2 JP where d new BK outlet was found... Wakaka!! Cravings resolved... Whacked half a pint of Ben n Jerry's Chocolate Fudge Brownie Ice Cream wid Mom (I'm not tat of a Glutton kz...) soon after... Wakaka!! Tat should make me slpy... But dunnoe y... Still awake @ 2330hrs, decided 2 indulge myself in some readin (Yes pple... I read books oso... Not onli comics... Onli tat Comics presides over Books... Wakaka!!) Eventualli, off 2 Lala land ard 0130hrs...

2day - Awaken by Godzilla's msg @ 0515hrs... Twisted n turned in bed after tat 2pid msg sayin tat she'll b in d ward 2day... Forced 2 wake up @ 1800hrs 2 do morning prayers... Got back 2 bed after 30mins of readin after d prayers... Woken up @ 0900hrs... Mom wanted some cleanin up ard house since electricians comin in 2 put up new lighting n fans in all @ d rooms... (Mom was oreli up 2 her limits since Twin Sis n I've been so called set "CAMP" in d livin room after d Aircon in d room broke down... Despite numerous n countless repairs...) Went down 2 d ward 2 hand in d data sheet followed by goin down 2 JP again 2 get BK Whooper 4 Dad... (He was upset yesterday coz didn't get him anythin... Dunnoe wat's up wid him... He's a bit emo nowadays...) Had d "Biggest" headache 2day... Popped Panadol... But doesn't seem 2 b werkin... Got worst after d drillin made by d Electricians... Can't blame dem... Their job... Whined 2 Twin sis coz she's been out wid her frens 4 d last 2 days including 2day makes 3 days... Sob... Sob... Wat eva happen 2 M.O.M?? Every1 seems 2 b bz... Aniwaez, contact me aite gang?? I'm feelin blue... Coz my holis r over n I'm not doin anythin... Prayin hard tat I don haf 2 go visitin 2day... Not tat I don 1... But coz I dunnoe wat 2 say 2 my aunt...

PS: I can't believe tat I actualli updated my K Chart songs n tat I was tellin my Twin sis tat d songs tat i newly updated were actualli songs tat i find sucky @ 1st... Wakaka!! Actualli 1 of 'em was by Kim Jong Kook (Found tat as though he was singing from his nose... But all in all, d lyrics were great when translated n d tune was ok bah...) Oh ya... I found tat some of d Korean songs r veri romantic... I 1 2 marry Alex or Rain!! Wakaka!!

Hyatt - Straits Kitchen

Went 2 Hyatt - Straits Kitchen wid some of the 57 Ladies yesterday... Namely, Sister Tan, her son, Arifa, Siti Sue, Xin n Ai Na... We realli stuffed ourselves... Was there since 1820hrs... Sister Tan n her tok bout SQ (Service Quality)... Hehe... We realli had a blast... Xin!! Finalli ar?? Makan @ a Hotel?? Wakaka!! Ai Na n Me kept sayin... Mcm makan @ Newton Circus... Imagine, having Chicken Rice, Fried Carrot Cake and Satay in a 5 Star hotel... We were like... Hawker food but Rich "Tai-tais" style... Hee...

We were there like ages... Till 2200hrs... We juz go on n on... Not eating... But tokin... Topics from different docs till the topic of "SUPERMAN!!"... Wakaka!! Xin would like tat 1 ar?? It was fun... Except tat stupid me 4get tat I've brought along a camera until we sent Sister Tan of in a Beauty Pageant way... Like wat Aina said... "People ar... Concentrate on the waist..." We were like... "Wrist or waist??" Wakaka!! So funni...

Mua, being d oldest, stupidly followed Xin's order of every1 standing in a straight line n waving off 2 Sister Tan n family off like in a beauty pageant... We realli made a fool of ourselves outside a 5 Star Hotel... Wakaka!! But fun la...

Arifa left half way 2 go clubbin... Siti n Xin debatin bout the Hot n Spicy soup being spicy when it actualli tasted like Mee Siam broth 2 me... Did I mention tat d Mango n Soursop Sherbet plus polishing 2 cups of Mango Pudding cause me a bad sorethroat 2day?? Wakaka!! MAJOR!! N d tok f some1 flirtin wid d waiter... Don 1 2 mention names here... Hee... Went ard lookin @ Christmas lights wid Xin, Siti n Aina... Nothin much taken coz so paiseh, some how my cam was auto set 2 recodin mode... (Thanks 4 tat comment Xin... Super paiseh lor... Wakaka...)

All in all, wat i had yesterday... Hmm... Fried Carrot Cake, Steamed Garoupa I tink, Naan, Tandoori Prawns n Chicken (Take a bite off Ai Na's plate), Laksa, Nonya Kueh, Some Indian kueh, Tapioca Kueh, Pandan Fudge Ckae, Bubur Kacang, Mango n Soursop Sherbet and Mango Pudding... Wow!! I ate a lot or wat?? (Note: Most of it r desserts... Hee... But preferred those from Cafe Vienna now known as Carousel...)

All those cause me 2 put on 2kg... Sob... Sob... Told Mum tat I 1 2 take up dance classes... Mayb Hip Hop?? 2 lose weight n gain some balance since SOME PEOPLE said tat I prone 2 accidents during netball trainin... Thanks Ar!! Mum's reply... Time 2 get back 2 Religious class Missy!! Haiz... Wat a day... Oh ya!! I succeeded in something 2day... Yippee!! Won't tell u wat it is... Lookin 4ward 2 next outin wid the Ladies... Due after d comp k?? Need 2 keep fit so tat we can keep on jumpin!!

3 more days till my AL is over... Wat a borin week... Been bloggin (Tat 1 oso kena commented... Blog 2 much oso wrong... Sob... Sob...) YouTube surfing... Video Making... Wat's next??

PS: Siti!! I'll show u a Vid tat it was possible for a Malay girl 2 fall in love wid a cute Korean cute... Provided u can spk Korean... I wanna take up Korean n propose 2 Alex Chu!!! Hee... (Ok Shah... I noe... Sukarti... Snap back to reality Gerl!!) Wakaka!!

Friends Video

Being bored... I came across tis song by Rain (Bi) called Friends while YouTube surfing yesterday... I juz cannot get tis song out of my mind... So, I've decided 2 make a tribute 2 all my frens thru tis video...

PS: Thanks 2, Sally n Xin 4 providing me some of d pics!!

Rain!! Rainism!!

Feel like slappin myself in d face n say... "Snap out of it woman!! Get back 2 reality..." I tink it would b d same words Shah would say 2 me when she find's out who's my next target was... 1st, it was Alex Chu... Gorgeous body n sexy voice which easily lullaby me 2 slp whenever i listen 2 his songs... Now it's back 2 RAIN!! 2 b precise, after my entry bout how hooked I was 2 YouTube, I some wat re-trace back 2 the roots of my Korean influence... It was Rain in Full House... Ah Hah!! Actualli, was recallin d show tat he staged in Music Bank... (Sori ar... Haf Starhub Cable... KBS world was 1 of the channels tat i subscribe 2... Don b jealous ar Siti Sue... Hee... Evil me...)

He was veri sexy or wat??!! Cool lookin oso... I juz love his song "Rainism" eventhough it doesn't make any sense... Checked out d meanin though... It is stated as "Rain - Doctorine"... Eh... Still doesn't make sense... But still d beat was AWESOME!! He looks more buffed up now... His English had improved alot after watchin some of his latest interviews on YouTube... Oh!! Do watch his KB (Korean Bank) CF (Commercial Film) wid Lee Hyori... Sexy Bebey!! Off 2 watch more of his interviews... Tataz...

Ain't he cool lookin above??

PS: Hopefully tis craze will die over soon...

Vulgar Songs

If U've noticed, recently, I've been hooked on 2 YouTube... Been lookin up on songs... Old... New... English... Korean... Malay... Original and Fan made Vids... Simply LUV 'em... Aniwaez, I was shocked by my findings... Tis 2 songs r kinda Vulgar... But they r sang by female singers... Cool huh?? I tot vulgarities r usualli found in HipHop... But didn't noe can b found in Pop oso... Wakaka!! Enjoy tis Vids...

Alanis Morsiette - I'm a B*%^H
(Veri old song... I'm sure some of u had heard tis...)

Anna David - F8%K You

K-Chart

Korean Songs tat I'm in2 rite now... Siti Sue... U'll like tis Bebeh... It'll get u hooked... Hee...Try to appreciate Korean songs aite pple?? I juz like their dance n beats...

Big Bang - Sunset Glow

Brown Eyed Girls - My Style

SS501 - U R Man


SHiNee - Amigo


Rain (Bi) - Rainism


Rain (Bi) - Only You


DBSK/TVXQ - Wrong Number


Wheesung - Fading Star


Kim Jong Kook - Today More Than Yesterday

Right or "Right" Decision

I realised tat recently most of the songs tat I've been listenin 2 had made me veri emo... Like realli... Things like Hinder's - Without You, Keri Hilson's - Energy, Pussycat Doll's - I Hate This Part...Mayb juz when I decided 2 close a chapter of my life n tryin 2 open up another, there's a stopper 2 tat chapter... It's not totalli closed though... Juz felt tat I've been drained off my energy... Mayb there's a chance?? I dunnoe... Mayb time will tell... Time... Time is ticking away...

My Final AL...

Finalli... D long awaited AL is finalli here... But... I haf no 1 2 waste it on wid... Haiz... Waken up by an sms... Wished I could haf slept longer... D weather was so nice 4 me 2 slp in... Okiez.. Goin on down d list...
(1) Dad ~ No leave... Gotta werk...
(2) Mum ~ No Dad... No get away...
(3) Twin sis ~ No leave... Gotta werk...
(4) Sally n Shaf ~ Goin 4 Inno refresher course...
(5) Shah ~ Meetings... Discussion... Tennis
(6) Faht ~ Dunnoe...
(7) Fir ~ Camp (Tekong)...

Luckily, twin sis is on 1 day leave 2day... Goin out wid her 2 explore d new Jurong Point later... Wonder wat 2 get later... Haiz... Onli thing 2 look 4ward 2... The dinner @ Hyatt wid the "Ladies" on Wed... Any ideas how I can spend tis long wk wid out feelin bored??

Forever the Sickest Kids

I tot I had over grown PUNK music... But I gez it's still in my blood ever since Anna introduce NFG n Blink 182 2 me back in 2002... B4 tat i was totalli in2 POP music... Lately, been hearing songs from FOREVER THE SICKEST KIDS - FTSK... 1 of my fav songs is tis... She's a Lady... I like the part when they said "She's a Lady... And Ladies... Shouldn't be messed with..." I wonder if it's a good motto 4 the Wildcatz?? Even though we r Nurses, we can bring Pharmacy down don we Team?? Wat Team?? Wildcatz!! Wat Team?? Wildcatz!! Wat Team?? Wildcatz Underground Go!! (Ok or not my cheer? Adapted from HSM... Wakaka!!)

I'm in love with a girl I hate,
She enjoys pointing out
every bad thing about me
I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic.
I'd trade her, I'd trade her in a second.

She's a backseat driver,
A drama provider,
an instant update of the world
Shes a first class liar,
a constant forgetter
(she's attractive, but bitter)

Did you scream enough to make her cry,
To turn around,
turn around baby,
don't return to me,
If you think that I'm not worth your time.

She's a lady,
And ladies
shouldn't be messed with.
She's a lady,
And ladies,
shouldn't be messed with.

Take off your shoes,
Come in the room,
And baby let's try not to argue,
Turn out the lights,
Turn on the radio,
How can we fight when I'm too busy loving you,
I'm too busy loving you
I'm too busy loving you

Did you scream enough to make her cry,
To turn around,
turn around baby,
don't return to me.
If you think that I'm not worth your time.

She's a lady,
And ladies,
shouldn't be messed with.
She's a lady,
And ladies,
shouldn't be messed with.

Here I am,
There you go again,
again
And we will not ever be eighteen again, again

And I'm worn out of fighting,
And every night you leave crying,
And I could use some time.
And here I am,
There you go again. (again)

So here I am I'm dying,
And I'm waiting for you,
waiting for you.
Come back, come back to me,
And I'll take you gladly.
And I'll take you where to go.

Did you scream enough to make her cry,
To turn around,
turn around baby.
don't return to me,
If you think that I'm not worth your time.

Did you scream enough to make her cry,
To turn around turn around baby, don't return to me.
If you think that I'm not worth your time.

She's a lady,
And ladies,
shouldn't be messed with
Shes a lady,
And ladies,
shouldn't be messed with

12th Dec 2008

12th Dec 2008... I will try 2 remember tis date i gez?? Well... Juz finish my shower... Had a gd scrub... Juz got back from trainin...

2day marks the enlistment date 4 my dear fren/bro Fir... Got enlisted 2day... Gonna miss walkin the 5 mins walk from MRT till his part of the street after each M.O.M gatherin... His impromptu calls regardin "the girl from MRT"... Wakaka!! Hopefully he won't b deaf ani more after his NS... I HOPE!!

2day oso marks the so called emergence of the new Wildcatz Underground jerseys!! Xin was damn happi la canz!! She was the first person in the team 2 don the new jersey... Wakaka!!

2day oso marks the last day of me doin the Boobs Nursing... 2day's class was kinda challengin... But it was great coz all the "patients" we veri patient wid me... Pls lor... Every1 was Chinese n I was tryin my bez 2 explain 2 'em...

Had a great time during trainin... As per normal, we would all de-stress... But b4 tat, we had it was werk 4 Xin, Lina, Vanessa n Mua... I tell u... Lina was pissed n hypo... Tried 2 perk her up wid the new Cadbury Poppin' Candy... Wah... She n Xin was excited sey... Vanessa was... Wat i can say... Delayed reaction... Wakaka!! THe choc kept on poppin inside their mouth... Aniwaez, had an interestin case 2 attend 2... Xin, Lina n Me...

Story goes like tis... I first went 2 help Lina out... Juz as I had juz finished wid her discharges, Xin appeared... Ask Lina if she had ani more task 2 complete... Tat's when she gaf us the unexpected "Difficult" case... Wah sey... I tell u... Lotsa things happen... Xin n Lina, shocked by the cath in the anus n oso my V-J-J conversation... Wakaka!! Pls ask 'em bout it... They will tell u wid jaws droppin... Wakaka!! But Kak M n Mao 2 the rescue!! Mao sharp shooter lor... She got the cath in!! We were like... Wow!! They not Ag NC 4 nothin lor... Experience lehz... Got the task done like finalli...

Rush down 2 Joo Seng 2 get the new jerseys... Oh ya... Prior 2 tat, had a confession 2 Sis T... Xin... I noe i was wrong k... Made tat confession liao lor... Next Wed will b smooth kz... I promise... We laugh n laugh on our way... Conversation bout retainers... How birds if the same feather flock 2gether... Xin was impressed by 1 of my NP song... Sepcially 4 Xin onli... I'm typin out tis lyrics 4 u... Tune wise Xin, ask me ani time kz??

It goes like tis...
Do I look as if I care...
Hack care... Don Care...
Do I look as if I care... I don gif a Damn...
I don gif a Damn... I don gif a Damn...
Do I look as if I care... I don gif a Damn...

Den, on our way 2 Kallang, Xin, Vanessa n me teamed up 2 share 1 cabbie... We had a conversation... I told ya Xin I'm so gonna blog tis... Xin had wanted 2 wear a "Birthday Suit" on her 21st B'dae... We ended up burstin when she told us tat it meant her bein naked... She didn't noe... Let's say she's juz pure innocent kz... Cute la canz... She was shocked when she 1st found out bout it... Den Vanessa story bout her childhood tat hot curries kill germs... Damn cute la canz!! Moral of the story... Nurses can b pretty damn gd liars.. Wakaka!! Learnt 'em on the job i gez??

Den trainin starts...Kinda pissed wid the court carer... But bo pian lehz.. It's her job la... Can't afford pple 2 play there 4 free mahz... I felt we we kinda serious durin 2day's trainin now tat the comp dates r confirmed... It's on the 5th n 6th Feb 2009... Hopefully we made it 2 the finals like tis yr... Went about in grps ever since the incident durin last trainin... Oh ya... Fell down pretty hard on my BUTT durin trainin... Wat Zura said was true... I hit hard on my left butt cheek when tryin 2 intercept NiGoal n Xin during trainin... Was't feelin much pain after the fall... Until suddenly the pain radiates from my left butt cheek to my coxy n up 2 my lumbar durin the game after the goal... Lina.. Remember ur anatomy?? Wakaka!! Urethra... V-J-J den Asshole... Wakaka!! U r not wrong gerl!! But learnt tat standing on the left side of the attacker in a T-position is my strongest spot... Will bear tat in mind...

Wah... Was damn pissed when some pea brained person started contactin me... Durin de-brief... It's Godzilla... She wanted everythin done stat lor... I tried 2 ignore her msg la canz... Den i comment 2 Lina... Won't it b better if the specific ringtone settin was not restricted 2 onli certain pple callin but also 2 msg tone... Den I commented... If pea brained Godzilla sms me, I'm gonna let it sound... "U've got a msg from da BITCH!!"... Lina's comment was... Y don u say... "Da BITCH demands ur attention..." I was... SUPERB sia... Wakaka!!

All in all, 2day was cool... Oh ya... Thanks ar Sally... 4 remindin me bout my dateline... Will try 2 do it ASAP...

PS: I still cannot wipe tat tots off my mind of u guys noe who durin our trainin... Tat blog ar... Wa kaoz!! Argghh!! Imagining things... Oh ya... Was elected as Treasurer n Ball Bearer of Wildcatz Underground... How i LOVE u ladies... Final post 4 me... Defender (Reserve)... Oh ya... Tis is my longest entry ever tis yr I gez?? Hee...
Kz... Gtg... Wanna read comics n off 2 Lala land... Nitey Nitez...

If I was a man??

Beyonce's - If I was a man set me tinkin... If I was realli a man, I won't b in tis dilemma currently... I wondered wat hairstyle should b my next 1?? Every1 is sportin wat i call the China Doll Girls / Betty Boop hairstyle... Short hair... Slightly above shoulder... Manageable...

My definition of China Dolls Girls hairstyle / Betty Boop

IF short... My definition is back 2 my sch days sey... Veri short... My NP frens noe wat I mean... But den... Carly bug me 2 c my hairstyle like the China Doll Girls... TOld her... Will revert 2 my old hairstyle... She was like... NOOOOO!!! Tat depends on my mood kz??

Mum bug me 2 go 4 my hair cut 2day... But I kept delayin it... Ask me y?? Coz I've been screamin bout my hair loss everytime i comb my hair... Like millions is losing... Soon I'll b botak I tell u... But i juz can't decide on the hairstyle... Imagine the hairstyle above on me... Wah sey!! Reminds me of Britney Spears in her Womanizer vid...

Eew!!

So, if I was a man, I can decide... Armani hairstyle or botak?? Easier rite?? 4 those who haf alwayz been seeing me in my "tudung", look up my pic @ FACEBOOK... But not tat obvious la coz my hair all bun up... Reminds me of the old chinese movie "Butterfly Lovers"... Where Charlie Yeung kept a bun inside her hair for Nicky Wu... Hee... Ok... I Noe... So old school... But tat's my fav chinese movie kz... I remember wat Eqen told me... "Sri... Ur hair gotta go..." Yes pple... I noe... It's time...

I can keep my fav Yam pau up there... Wakaka!!

Let it be a surprise after my ALs kz??

December 2008

Schedule for December 2008
2 my frens who is wondering wat my schedule would b like...

8th Dec - Public Holiday (Hari Raya Aidiladha)

9th Dec - Annual Leave (Slack @ Home n catch up on slp)

10th Dec - Werk (Morning Shift) Happi 23rd B'dae Tasha!!

11th Dec - Werk (Morning Shift)

12th Dec - Werk (Morning Shift) KIV Annual Leave... Evening training wid Wildcatz @ Kallang n New Jerseys!! Fir's bookin in 4 NS...

13th Dec - Day Off... (Mayb slack @ Home) Hiding from some "old frens" n their biz tokz... Yikes!!

14th Dec - Werk (Afternoon shift) Tentatively...

15th - 21st - Annual Leave (Some1 PLS!! PLS!! Date me!! I'll b veri bored soon!!)

17th Dec - Makan @ Straits Kitchen wid some of my colleagues n supervisors...

22nd - 25th Dec - Werk (Night Shift) Pardon me if I neva answer any calls or msg during tis period... Can get a little bit cranky... Hee... (Happi 29th Wedding Anniversary 2 Mak n Ayah on the 22nd!!)

26th Dec - Sleepin Day (N i realli mean it when I say SLEEP!!) Evening training
wid the Wildcatz @ Kallang...

27th - 28th Dec - Cuz weddin... Might b veri bz... Might b onli... Wakaka!!

God's Precious Little Gifts

Trying out my new talent... Video making!! Wakaka!!

Gif me ur Comments on my new found talent!! Hee... I simply luv tis song... Tribute 2 Ai Na's blog 4 inspiring me 2 come up wid tis video...

Sick of Soccer!!

Arggghhh!! Soccer had been playin on my tv 4 the last 3 days... It's gettin a bit IRRITATING n on my nerves!! The AFF Suzuki Cup 2008...

My ideology of soccer was tat of kinda stupid of 22 guys running after 1 ball... I did express my ideology 2 some guys... Pple like my Dad, bro-in-law n some guy frens... They were like y u so anti-soccer?? I told 'em tat it was juz plain stupid... When they mention bout netball n y it ain't stupid... I told 'em... Not tat many players mahz... Unlike soccer... Damn stupid!!

I juz don like the idea... Like REALLI... I remember my early days of tryin out soccer... It was in 2005 I tink... It was during Naim's impromptu B'dae surprise... We tried out street soccer... Damn I was wat they said not meant 4 soccer sorta person... Eventualli every1 nicknamed me "Attendance Marker"... Thanks ar!! Coz everytime the ball always went past me... Haiz... IRRITATING!!

Moral of the story... Sri / Sukarti (2 some) is not meant 2 play any sports related 2 balls... I can b a supporter or cheerleader but neva in d game... Wakaka!!

Owe People Pay People

OWE $$ PAY $$

Tat's the sign u'll alwaez c on the walls of staircases if you owe loanskarks $$... Well... Tat's not in my current situation... Firstly, let me correct myself, I don owe any $$ from loan sharks kz... I owe some pple somethings... I should juz kick myself 4 being plain lazy...

(1) M.O.M a Dog Tag 4 every1...
(2) Pictures tat r long due... 2 Upload...
(3) Name chops 4 those who've ordered...
(4) Little Ju's critique assignment...
(5) Poodle's dressing on her wound...
(6) Ben's feedback wid regards bout Xiaofeng... (Completed on 6th Nov'08)

Argghh!! Juz not in d mood... Can i juz hide inside a cave n come out after New Year??

Hinder - Without You

Hinder - Without You





I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper

Cause something’s changed
You’ve been acting so strange
And its taking its toll on me
Its safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seeing myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Called you up cause’ it’s been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seeing myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine
Without you

Cause something changed, you were acting so strange
And it’s taken its toll on me
It’s safe to say that I’m ready to let you leave

Without you, I live it up a little more everyday
Without you, I’m seeing myself so differently
I didn’t wanna believe it then
But it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away
Well I never thought I'd say
I’m fine

Without you
Without you
Without you
Without you

I just wanna be alone tonight,
I just wanna take a little breather

David Archuleta - Barriers

I find the lyrics 2 tis song currently wat I'm feelin now...

David Archuleta - Barriers

Well I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me choking
I keep hitting this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken

This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing, gotta do something
Cause if we'd opened up our eyes,
We're just pretending

Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't wanna have to say it
All we do is build the walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes,
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers,
Just too many barriers

Now we've been draging this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down, creeping in the dark
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you saying that we're doing OK, but baby I don't think so
Just can't do nothing, gotta do something
Cause if I don't get into my car, I won't go very far

Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't wanna have to say it
All we do is build the walls
And now there's too many barriers

Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes,
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers,
Just too many barriers

That we keep running into
Been trying, but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing that was with you
But we just gotta stop
Here we are, now you're here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright

Too many locks, too many crimes,
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers,
Just too many barriers

Wd 57 Dinner 2008

Had 57 Annual Dinner 2008 yesterday... We had it @ the FIB (Don 1 2 mention names... Wait kena saman... Wakaka!!) Some pple were depressed until their leggings tat they bought were torned after 1 hr of wearin 'em (Don i 2 mention names... Hint2... Wakaka!!) The calls 2 Hyatt was kinda redundant rite?? How bout we haf High-Tea @ Carousel some time?? Hopefully every1 would b happier??

Food was ok la... But it was the company tat makes it better... Pple who attended...
NC Tan's table...
(1) NC Tan
(2) NC Dorothy (wid her son - Zach)
(3) NC Lee
(4) Kak Zam (wid her daughter - name was impossible 4 me 2 pronouce up till now...)
(5) Kak Suria
(6) Chan
(7) Marivic
(8) Yanli
(9) Jing Ning
(10) Shui Ling
(11) Chun Hua

My table...
(1) Nadia (wid her son - Martin)
(2) Lina
(3) Vanessa
(4) Hidayah
(5) Myself
(6) Siti Sue
(7) Usanee
(8) Angelina
(9) Xiao Jing
(10) Xin
(11) Ai na (wid her daughter - Vera)

I tink our table was the most noisy 1 coz every was 1 very depressed... Expected 2 b @ Hyatt mahz... Wakaka!! Every1 was dolled up la canz!! Aniwaez, there was the oyster eating dare... (I heard LIna ended up wid a not so gd stomach after tat...)Did I mentioned tat every1 was lazy 2 take pictures?? I gez coz every1 took 2 much during the chalet?? Wakaka!! I 4gotten my cam la canz... Was lazy 2 cam-whore oso... The talk on a "Certain" blog... The conversation was heated up la canz!! Every1 tried 2 figure out the nicks on the blog... I sure can't look @ those pple in the eyes after figuring 'em out as i kept havin the whole bloggin thing running thru my mind... They looked like normal pple man!! Then, the topic on Gay-dar... I still don get the joke pple!! Was it gay radar?? U pple do come up wid weird terms...

Walk down Orchard 2 Somerset after tat wid some of the Wildcatz... Namely... Xin, Vanessa, Siti Sue n Mua... We had a game @ Cineleisure arcade... It was crazy!! Esp. the photo taking session... Vera's face was more important than ours... But she looked shocked in most of the pics... She's so CUTE!! A Tapz card n 25 bucks in it equals 2 7 Crazy nurses!! I like the throwing hoops part... But then ar... Yesterday not training day la... Haiyoo... Wrong timing... Where got pple wear nice2 then throw hoops??

Realised tat somethings r meant 2 b observed n not 2 b spoken... Aite?? Remember the last talk we had ladies b4 we parted... Very D lehz!! Hee...

Starting my 5 days off tmr... Kinda SHOCKED ar!! Didn't expect tat my AL tmr n Tue is granted... Had some probs @ werk juz now... Floater/Deputising is not fun lor... Y did Godzilla haf 2 tak MC?? She sounded bad la yesterday... I dunnoe y pple 1 2 bcome sister... More like runner... Kaoz!! Let NC Sara settle her Breast teaching class tmr... I'm off!! Haha!! But wat 2 do ar?? Sudden off... I gez... Slp! Slp! Slp!

PS: Results r out... Gettin the jitters coz it's incomplete... Full results out after Hari Raya Haji... Hopefully everythin is well... 1 it over n done wid... Oh ya!! I'll tyr 2 upload pics later if i'm not lazy kz?? The Zzz Monster is always after me recently... N did I mention, I'm gettin fatter?? The jersays r ready!! Can't wait 4 next trainin on the 12th!! New Jerseys!!

Arggh!!

When reality hits u in the face, it sux BIG time!! N i tell u... It STINKS!!

Was werkin yesterday... Elbow hit hard against the sharp2 box... Mayb tat's y it's callled the sharp2 box... Coz i needed 1st aid soon after... Wakaka!! After passing report... I was like went in2 HD... And said..."Err... Ladies ar... I need 1st Aid lehz... " I was bleeding from my elbow lah canz?? Had part of my skin sliced off... I should haf donated those bld 2 the HSA sia... Wakaka!!

Went 2 Changi yesterday... Wasn't in the mood... Juz wanted 2 slp... But Mum was no happi... Aniwaez, entertained by Little Haris... He was like..."Cik... I 1 ice-cream..." I was... Canz!! My whole wallet oso can... Not sarcasim... Juz tat last time it was difficult 2 get him 2 spk... N finalli he spoke... My Little Haris was not afraid n he stepped forward 2 play wid me... It's not the ice-cream meltin but my heart... Hee... I realli can b wid children... Makes me go broke...

Started my ordeal of doing the Boobs Nursing 2day... Ok la... Nicer name... Breast Care Nursing... But 2day no case... So float ard... Was feelin damn lazy... Not in da mood... New NP students were in... Ever1 went ard sayin... "Where is Sri??" I was like..."2day not CI... 2day I'm Breast Care Nurse..." Then every1 went..."Ohhh..."

Tmr will b the day... Will b tested by Sister Sara... Went 2 JP 2 do shoppin 4 pple... Got scrubs 4 Xin... Pens 4 Leonith... Tried 2 take mind off werk n how irritated i was feelin... (In mind... Every decision made was not in my bez interest... N i had 2 do the bidding... Wat did i owe pple?? Karma?? Not tat i believe in tat...) Had tat Tiramisu I was aiming 4 n Black Forest Ice Blended from Coffeebean... Meant 2 read the article from Little Ju... Will do so later...

No mood 2 go study tmr... Cancelled class... Was not feelin well... Mum said I look like i kena hit by a truck!! I was like... I hope it was true... Not tat I'm praying 4 1... It's juz tat I'm feelin darn tired... I realli need a break... 5mths of continuous werk n counting...

A break from werk... A break from life... Juz wish tat some1 would juz gif me a jab so that I'll slip in2 a coma or deep slp like Snow White... Onli 2 b awaken fresh on my own...

Maha said tat she'll b on leave from 15th till 21st... Meanin I haf 2 cover her... Tat means another roster change 4 mua... Tat sucks kz... BIG time!! 3 wks of continuous morn shift... Juz hit me wid a truck k!! Arggh!!

PS: Pls b kind 2 me if u tink I've become deranged in the ward or bad tempered... Juz tat I'm darn tired n I realli need TAT break!! Besides juz now, Kartina made matters worst during the whole trolley thingie la canz!!